Yesh~ Finally found time to blog~ Been so busy the past few days~ Jus some updates on what has been happening ba~ But before that, wanna THANK EVERYONE that REMEMBERED and WISHED me HAPPY BDAY!! Through, SMS, MSN, Facebook and any other channel~! Hahahaa!!
8th April (Nik's Bday): Went NYGH to test Napfa, den met Nik at west mall to buy our bday cake~ swensens hazelnut ice cream cake! After dat, we went back to keep the cake, den we went to botak jones to eat~ Coz it was nearer and still nice~ haha! After dat, we went back and waited jus before midnite to blow the cake... Had fun playing with dry ice~! Even thou it was only abit~ haha!!
9th April: Do work.... then suddenly decided to go national museum to take photos~ but i onli had 1 hour to travel there before it closes, so since it was too rushed, i decided to go back to adrian's place to pick up a cd that contains photos i took from national museum some time ago... After that me and nik had dinner at serangoon north~ It was my favourite curry fish head! Haha~ After that, went back and then continued doing work till about 8am ba... Was distracted a little by guitar heroes thou~ Haha!
10th April: My Bday... Supposed to meet my roomies for lunch... but couldn't in the end becoz i was still rushing work... social studies lesson was totally killing me lah~ Went to the library to do some more research, national museum to take photos, chinatown heritage centre which i did not enter becoz i wasn't allowed to take photos at all~ boy was i irritated that day... Anyway, after all that, went to west coast macdonalds to do work some more... till the next day...
11th April: And by the time i reached back was about 9am... Was supposed to go for a briefing, but since i'll be late, i decided to skip it... Took a short nap till 10.30am and continued to rush work till 3.30pm~ then i took a cab to school to submit work at 4pm, onli to realise that submission was actually at 5pm~ hahahaa! Anyway, lucky for me, coz i forgot bout the reference section, so i had some time to touch up and submit again... After that, was supposed to meet my sis for dinner, but change of plans, so i ended up watching Untraceable at JP with nik~
12th April (Today): Slack and Slack~ finally found time to blog... one more assignment and i have to start studying for exams already~ stayed in whole day today~ Hahaa!! Now feeling kinda lethargic already~ Will be starting work tonight if i feel up to it ba~ Haha~
13th April (Tml): Will be taking my bike prac TEST~ the lesson 5 test... hopefully can past tml ba~ once pass liao, den need to take theory test... If all past, den can have lessons on the road liao~! Wahahaha!!
OKAY~ thats all the updates i have for this week~ tml should return to my usual blogging routine ba~ Haha!
The day started with me going to hall to pick up some stuffs~ And my dear roomie, Lisi, managed to meet nicholas~ Haha!! It was funny~ Why? I also dunno why~ Jus thought it was funny lor~ Haha!
After that, me went to his place and we played guitar heroes! today is the first time that i play that game~ Its fun and addictive~ Requires alot of hand eye coordination lor~! Haha!! Nik took some pics and vids of me playing, but i shaall not post it up becoz i look kinda serious, trying to concentrate on playing the game properly~! Haha!!
When its time for dinner, its time to meet up with THE EX... His ex, Elaine~ It was scary at first, afraid that he will have his feelings rekindled or something~ but it was alright in the end... Decided to trust him and all~ Haha! Then its my ex, Adrian~ not that we met him, but i called him to find out if they have the guitar for PS3... I wanted to get it so that i can play wif Nik on co-op properly~ Heee!
Anyway, it was a fun day today, but i need to really start work liao lor~ Everyday say start work, in the end also ZERO% done... But i have to work hard, coz this is a pairwork project, so i can't let my partner down~ Haha!!
After the IOC performance, Ashley, Xinhong, Faizal and me went for dinner at JP~ There we talked and talked until it was time to go meet Nik~ But i had to go back hall to bathe, change AND take my bowling ball!!! Hahaha!! We went bowling at Bukit Batok and we bowled 3 games each~! My average was 90 still, and Nik improved! Haha!
As for today, i went for bike circuit revision, den met Nik at bugis... Go library do research again lor~ for SS... In the end, i still have no idea what i should do!! Hiaz.. But in between, we did alot of shopping! Super alot~ I bought a Adidas cap, purely becoz i was having a bad hair day... And a Superman shoe which i wore immediately~! Haha! Both was chosen by Nik of course! Haha!! So if its not nice... Its HIM! Wahahahhaha!! Its nice lah~! Technically, it was bought by him for me... Haha!
Yellow Superman Shoes!! With Red Adidas Cap! Wahaha!
As for him, he spent $152 on a Adidas Jacket! OMG~! I would NV spend that type of money lah~ Hahahaa!! And i bought for him a pair of Jeans too! Hahaa! Buy here buy there... Birthday mah~ Spend lor~ Hahaa~!
Thats him wearing the SUPER EX jacket!
But its really time to start doing work soon~ If not, den really no time liaoz!!! Plus, i really wanna celebrate our bdays happily~!
Yeah! Today's performance was GREAT! Like seriously!! We did super well man~! Everyone did their best and we could see it from the videos we took~! Hahaa! There was media ppl everywhere! Camera man, Video Camera man, journalists... WOW! It was really huge! And we managed to steal the limelight for 5 seconds on the NEWS!!!!! I think it is good publicity for us! Heee~! Hope to see the video up on dancefuzion webbie soon~! Haha!!
It was quite messy at the start, becoz suddenly we were told that our location has to be changed at the last minute! Plus....... All the camera men were infringing our dance space! So it was really quite messy! Suddenly will have ppl stepping into ur path one lor! When u see the actual dance video u will understand~! Haha!!
Anyway, u can see the news report at this LINK~ Althou i dunno how long it will be up~! I'll post the photos up soon, probably by tml night or something! Hee~!
YAY!!! Just came back to hall from a 3 game bowling session with my aunty and cousins! Finally bought my ball~ Although i haven paid for it yet! Uncle Frank, owner of the pro shop at Bukit Batok CSC, was so kind to let me have the ball first!! Thanks Uncle Frank!! (he will never see this blog of course~! Haha!!)
Anyway, i bought a 10lb Brunswick Power Groove~ Its a reactive ball, very forgiving and easily hookable~ Even thou i'm typing all of this, but i dun really know wats going on... Hahaha!!
Was supposed to get the ball, bag and shoes at 280~ But the shoes wasn't very nice, and i wanted a roller bag, so i deducted the cost of the shoes and upgraded my bag~ So by right, i should have spent $328 today~ Haha! My aunty offered to pay half the ball, and Nik would be paying for the other half~! Heee~ So technically i'm not the one spending the money~! Its a combined birthday gift~!
I bowled 3 games with this ball, but i wasn't able to get used to it immediately~ Took me a while~ Even now, i still can't bowl properly with this ball~ Need practice!! Yupz! And coaching too~ Coach very expensive lehz~ So i hope my friend can give me pointers when we go bowling together~!
Anyway, here are some pictures of the ball and the bag~! Its basically purple and grey for the ball, and purple and black for the bag~ Dun ask me y i chose purple, its the nicest color at the shop! Haha! The way i chose the ball was quite funny~ I was deciding between 2 colors and i couldn't really make up my mind, so i took photos and send them to nik via mms. He agreed that purple was nicer~ So thats how i decided in the end~ Haha! nik really wanted to choose the ball with me, but he fell sick~ plus, he tote i kan chiong! so he asked me to go ahead and buy the ball first~ which i really am~! Hahahaa!! Take Care Dearie! We can still bowl on tues or thurs! Heee~
Now that i'm happy, time to slp and get some rest, gonna practice for my dance tml morning and performance is tml afternoon~ Hahahaa!!
Today's presentation was horrible lah~! So many wierd questions from the lecturers~ But we managed to defend our team's presentation~ So we are quite happy still~ Haha!
After the presentation, we started taking pictures! And they can be seen HERE! Somehow i look short in these photos~ Dunno why also~ haha! I tink i need to cut my hair again!! Haha~ This is the outfit that Nik and the sales person chose for me~ Its an investment and this is the set i'm going to wear for ALL my future presentations! Wahahhahaa!!
Yay! I'm so looking forward to Dance tml~! I haven practiced yet, becoz i very paiseh to practice with my roomie in the room~ Haha! OH~ I uploaded the photos already too! CHECK IT OUT~!
Sorry if its troublesome to view the photos on picasa. I'm a little lazy to upload it on blogger~ Hee! Alright, i'm gonna watch some anime, do some imagery on the dance steps and hopefully i'll get started with work! Yupz!
Tml is our presentation and we are supposed to wear formal~ but i hate that... Simply becoz i dun have much clothes to wear... All my formal clothes are packed in a box, and the ones outside are not exactly mine too~ So in the end, i had to go shopping for clothes...
Did i mention that i hate shopping? I seriously hate it~ I dunno y... But i jus dun like to shop for clothes and such~ Its tiring~ Luckily i have an adviser with me today~ Nik was so patient with me, althou i noe he is tired already~ I am too! ARrgh~ Anyway, i spent about 150 buckeroos today and its an investment ba~ This is the set of clothes that i'll be wearing for every presentation le~ Haha! Thanks dear!
Okay~ i'm damn slpy now, and i still have alot to do!
Thanks to the super fast webmaster, the videos of yesterday's dance practice is up already!! Can go to the website below to take a look~ All the red dancing ppl~ Haha! You guys ROCKED!
I jus learned a new breaking step. And i could hold it for about 7 seconds! I think its time to build strength if i really wan to go into breaking~ Quek said that i have potential~ So i'm thinking about it~ But... Its on wednesday, which clashes with my inline hockey~ So yeah lor~ Hiaz...
Dinner was great~ I felt more and more bonded with the dance ppl, although i'm not sure how they feel~ It was nice having dinner after dance~ Chatting and sharing stuffs~ Yani! you are not alone!! Haha~ It was a right decision to join dance!
Alright~ time to continue on work~ been multi-tasking between 2 assignments! Later haf to go back to collect some formal wear~ becoz i totally forgotten bout the presentation tml~! Arrgh~
Our birthday are around the corner... Yes, Ours... Nik's birthday falls on the 8th of April, and mine is 10th of April... So the best date to celebrate it is the 9th of April! BUT... That's Adrian's birthday~ So we are soooo NOT celebrating it on the 9th lor... Anyway, we can't really celebrate it properly also. Coz i have many many deadlines around the corner too! I'm so darn tired already man~ Can't wait for the exams to be OVER!
I know what i'm gonna get for my birthday already~! Bowling (Ball, Bag & Shoes) Nik's gonna sponsor half, and my aunty the other half~! And Nik also know wat i'm getting for him already! Electric Shaver! So that he can shave properly without getting cuts on his face~ But i'm still gonna get him something else... a little surprise maybe? Althou it wouldn't be a surprise now that i am posting this up~! Hahaa!!
I'm gonna go for Dance soon! 2 more practices and its performance already!! Looking at my video, i'm sure you guys already figured out that i need plenty of practice! Haha!
Yes... After almost 6 months of break, i'm finally doin my bike pracs again~ Went for circuit revision today and realised that i forgotten quite many things already! Haha! Serves me right, who ask me to stop for so long? Haha~ Anyway, I dropped my bike once in the whole 2 hours~ I was panicking so badly that i tried to move my bike without holding in the clutch~! Obviously the bike didn't move~ And i tote i spoiled the bike or something~ Haha! But overall, it was still quite alrite. Already booked my next prac on sunday~ Next sunday morning~! Hopefully i can pass everything by july ba. Haha!
Now its back to work! Need to complete the methods section of the research paper by tml 10am. Coz i have a futsal game to play at NUS~! Haha~! Jiayou ba!
I took the liberty to post this up~ This is the dance rehearsal for IOC training. Hahaa!! I tink i danced not as well as the rest, but good enough ba~ wahahhaa!! Occasionally forgetting my steps thou~! Need to practice alot more le~ Heee!! Hopefully the video can load fast enough for u guys~ Didn't wan to use youtube and such~ haha!!
P.S. Do give it time to load. If it freezes, it should mean that its loading i tink? Haha! Wait a while den play again~ Hee! Enjoy~!
Jus measured my 50m sprint today~ Its 8.1 seconds... According to a friend, its not very fast, but to me, its still an achievement~! Haha!! So i'm done with the Aerobic and ATP-PC tests and i'm left with one more test to go, that will be the anaerobic or the power test... My muscles will CHUI after that lor~ Haha~!
Tml we will get back our psycho test paper to go thru the answers~ According to our lecturer, he is very concerned about the test~ Hahahaa!! Of coz lah~ I'm quite sure, many of us didn't do that well~ Haha!!
Current assignment status: 1 research paper (grp of 4), 1 unit plan (pairwork), 1 skill analysis report (individual). If i'm not wrong, these are the assignments that is outstanding~! Haha!
I forgot to mention on monday that i participated in a research paper as a subject~ The researcher is doing her PhD in NIE and she is also 24!! Same age as i am, yet she is already doing her PhD~! OMG...
Anyway, I did the DEXA scan again and measured my VO2max by running on a threadmill with face mask to measure oxygen consumption and all~ Haha~! It was an easy process actually~ Jus run until you can't take it anymore~ Haha! Should have taken photo~! Haha! Well, my VO2max is 43~ I tink i could have done better, coz i had a 3 hour tennis lesson jus before this test~ Haha!
Today (wed) i will be doing a 50m sprint test i tink? Or the cycle ergometer~ Dunno yet~ See how it goes lor~ Heee! I'll also get the feedback on the DEXA scan and the VO2max test... Hopefully my fat content is reduced~!
Now? Rush some work while waiting for nik to come online~ Hee~
Haha! No no~ Not that my tiggers are dress in hip hop style~ More like this post is bout hip hop and new tiggers! Haha~ Okay~ Anyway, today's hip hop is like a full dress rehearsal~ almost all the peeps were wearing the attire for the performance~ And BOY do i look like a BOY~! OMG~ Like seriously! Ppl who dunno me will definitely think i'm a guy on first glance! Hahaa!!
Today's session is difficult~! The moves are Fast and Complex~ And i can't seem to connect them correctly~! Haha! Need ALOT more practice le~ Haha! But with the right attire, i seem to have more confidence~ Maybe its the boyish side of me that's emitting the "confident" aura~ Wahahaa!!
After dance, i went jp to meet nik for supper... i was still in my hip hop attire btw~ cap and all~! Nik felt quite awkward, going out with a little boy~! wahahaha! But i enjoyed making fun of him~ Of coz i changed out of the attire lah~ Jus wanted to see his reaction, thats all~
I just had another 2 baby tiggers added to my collection of tiggers. According to my roomie, its more like a "colony of tiggers"~! Hahahaa! I wasn't expecting tiggers from nik~ At least not so early~ Haha! But it was nice to receive tiggers once in a while~ It certainly made my day! I tink i'm easily satisfied~ Baby Tigger is all i need!!
Haha! we extended our celebration to today as well~ Happy first month! Hee~
The day started with late lunch at swensens... Followed by a 2 hour session in the library, researching for a group project... Yes, sounds boring huh~ Haha! After that, we returned to bugis street where i bought a bandanna to go with the cap and a stainless steel chain for my ring~ Coz when playing sports, we shouldn't wear ring ma~ Hahaa!!
After that, its movie again~ We went to The Cathay (where "we" began) and watched Evangelion~ It was DRY and Draggy~ I almost slept!! Hahaa~ Should have watched a comedy~! I thought it was a life action remake of anime evangelion~ But obviously i was wrong! Haha~ The anime is nice lah~ jus that the storyline is too draggy~ Haha~
We played puzzle fighter for most of the travelling and waiting time~ Nik is improving lor~ He managed to win me quite a few times with his "anyhow" tactic~ Haha! Try winning me with SKILL~ Heeee~
Alrite~ Time to sleep! Tml is another long day althou its EASTER SUNDAY!!
Went to bugis street and found this shop that can customize group cap~ I think they all look quite cool, but Alvin only allowed me to take these few pic~ The price varies, can fetch up to bout $25 to $30 for customization, according to design and number of words... but if we jus wan the plain cap, only $8. Here is HeadBug's Website~
We can do the logo of dancefuzion...
Or according to our formation, caps can spell dancefuzion~
Or simply customize according to colors or design~ Haha!
Finally watched Step Up 2~ I love the story~ I love the cast~ I luurrrve the dancing~ Their bodies are so toned! Something i really wish to have man~ Haha! This show made me even more pumped up for the IOC performance~ Hee~
Before this, we went shopping for my hip hop style cap~ found one thats quite nice~ black with studded skull at the front~ But now thinking that its for IOC, i tink a bit risky le~ hahaA! Bought a few t-shirts too~ 1 cute red top for the performance too! Haha! Shopping frenzy~
Rings! we bought our couple ring to commemorate our first month anniversary~ Stainless Steel, so dun haf to worry bout oxidising~ Althou the center black part, i dunno wat it is inside~ Haha! Quite unique~ Haha!
Hmmmm... It seems like the semester is ending already... And i have cleared most of the bigger assignments and tests... Now i have 2 more major projects left, both due on the same date... 4th April~ Haha! After this date, i believe its study break already~ And it will be time to study for the exams...
Yesterday's test was very tricky. He asked for stuffs that was least expected. So i tink i did quite badly for the test. Out of 20 MCQ, 10 was chosen by "tikam tikam". After the test, i looked thru my notes and saw many mistakes... So this 20% is gone.. As for the 20% from e-learning? I think its gone too... how can we score 20% when we only had 2 posts? Plus, i jus realised that our discussion may have a mistake on the introjected regulation part... But, at this point? Nothing we can do but chiong more for the final exam ba~
I'm going out tonight~ Advance celebration for 1 month anniversary~ okie dokie~ gotta do some work before going out ba~ Heee~
Falling sick just before the test is the worst thing that can happen to me... Today was the first time taking MC, today was also the first time delaying a written test~ And its the first test that i felt was sooo horrible that i really think i will not do well... Should have just skipped it totally and take it on another day~ Now i need rest. Tml will be a better day!
From fat till okay.... A Journey worth bloggin even thou i should be rushing to study for my test in less then 8 hours time... Haha!! The pictures are in order of events... But i can't remember the dates~
Sze Jia and me, Forbidden City Musical...
In Bangkok~ With classmates and friends... And Eileen's brother~ Wahaha~ Note that i bought many t-shirts that i couldn't wear~ Under estimated my size~ Haha!
In the plane, flying back from bangkok, i noe the pic is a bit blur, but my fatness can be seen here... So darn obvious man~
FOC camp, Me still FAT~
Hongkong with family... OMG, I look so aunty here lor~
Okay lah~ this view don't make me look very fat, but this is still hongkong~
Dear Beckham~ It was an honour to hold your plastic hand...
Here, i'm starting to slim down le~ End of Yr 2 Sem 1 i tink~ ICG Basketball~ Here i'm actually still quite fat, but becoz i wear black, its not too obvious~
And now... Happily weighing 45kg... Can fit into the t-shirt that i bought in bangkok trip~ All the hard work paid off, now its up to me to maintain it~ Haha!
This is they most recent photo~ IVP Ultimate frisbee~
I think i started losing weight when the realisation that beauty is not necessary in the the eyes of the beholder kicked in. Beauty of the heart is innate, but beauty of the body is what ppl look at initially~ Even thou your dress sense may not be as good, you will somehow look better when you are more slim~ Sad to say, but thats reality... I stumbled across this the hard way... When guys say, its okay to be fat, or its okay to put on weight, they are lying... So to all the girls out there, jiayou~! If i can do it, so can you~
Oh, since nik posted this up, i shall too... I'm happily attached to him~ Haha! Since 22.2.08~! Some may think i'm jumping into another relationship too soon. But i know i'm not and that is the most important point.
Tennis was fun today! After that, i had to rush to wash up and eat just before maths lesson~ So slpy already by then, drained by the SUN~ It was so hot today... My goodness~! After math, i wanted to go back to hall to study~ but somehow i was attracted to the library instead~!
While i was about to take the lift up, i saw the inline culture booth! so....... i walked there and saw a friend from inline hockey and we started talking... Next thing i know, i spent $105 at that booth~ Bought a pair on hockey pants and gloves~ Its considered cheap already~ According to them at least~ Haha~ Nvm lah~ Tml the girl will be bringing in the hockey skates for me to try~ If it fits, i may just get it~ Haha! its $329, but i'll probably be claiming it~ No more bowling ball if thats the case~ I'll try to psycho my aunt to give me for my birthday~ Althou i think she wun de~
After everything, me went to meet nik at jp... he suggested that we eat at the banquet when i said i wanted to eat something light~ coz i wasn't feeling too well... While we were walking there, we saw KAI!!! YEs~ Kai from dmd~ Its been so long since i met him~ He lost weight, plus... he is working in a private company as an IT instructor or something~ Haha! Cool~
At the banquet, we met the almost half the class~! Hmmmm... Let me try and remember who was there... I saw Mich, Yee Wah, Nuriah, Sheryl, Becky, Zijian and Shy... Since Danny is there, Evon shld be there too~! When i saw them, i wanted to ask... "wah~ class gathering ar?" But i was kinda shy becoz they saw me and nik~ So... i was like "nvm~! haha!" then i walked to another seat...
So tired now, wanna study but eyes closing liao~ So i think i'm jus going to slp soon and chiong tml ba~ Haha!! Quite alot to complete actually~ Tml Jiayou Ba!!!!! Haha! I jus realised that the title has nothing to do with my entry today~ But its a sequence used in the game Patapon to initiate a "Fight" move~ Haha! So... Dear, if u are reading this, Pon Pon Pata Pon!!
Been up since sunday 12pm~ Haven slept as there was so much work to complete~ But i finished everything that was supposed to be submitted already~ So i'm quite happy... Even thou i'm not confident that the job is good, but i guess i kinda did my best ba~
So after i submitted my work just before 4pm, i went back to shower, changed into my hip hop gear and went to meet nik at JP for dinner. We ate at long john silver and had my favourite crunchy shrimps~ Its really nice lor~! After that, we went for a walk before heading back to school for dance! Nik was so shy, that he didn't walk me to the exact place. Instead he walked me to the nearest lift from Canteen A and went off from there~ Haha!! He must have felt weird to be in a school for teachers with his colored hair~ Hee~
Dance was fun~! We did the routine for the IOC performance on 5th April~ Not very long from now and we really need to put in more effort. Especially ME! Can't seem to remember the steps and go with the FLOW... I'm a little stiff ba i think~ But i was assigned to the front row, thanks to my height. So i will really need to work my ass off for this performance~
Now its time to slp~ tml still need to chiong study for psycho test~ ALOT to study, very little time left~ Heee~
Yupz~ Today is the day~ And we played 3 matches for our group stage~ Against, ACJC, SMU and NUS. We won ACJC and NUS, but we lost to SMU. Only 1 will advance to the next stage and SMU being one of the better teams today, they advanced...
Weather reports said that today will be a rainy day... But nope! Its hot and sunny! I tink i just got darker again~ Hahaa! Anyway, It was fun and i managed to play quite a bit~ Didn't really touch the disc during game much, but its alright! Hahaa~
I'm gonna catch some slp now, and hopefully i will be ready to work later tonight and tml~ Lesson plan is the next headache followed by the Psycho Test~ Arrgh~
Okay~ Jus came back from AMK hub~ We watched this Japanese Movie, Sky of Love. It is a remake of a remake~ The first show was done by the Koreans, followed by the Hong Kong Peeps, and now, the Japanese. Its a very touching show, the last part was really sad. Cry and Cry.... Although the show is very predictable, it is still very NICE! The main character Hiro's crying sounds funny! Sometimes he sounded like he is laughing, other times he sounded like he is choking... After the show, while we are taking the lift down to the first floor, there were a few ppl with their eyes all red and nose runny... I'm quite sure they watched the same show as us~ Haha!
After nik sent me home, he decided to hunt for the very huge half-moon that he saw from the cab~ He had to walk up a hill and down again when he found out that the moon can't be seen clearly from the top of the hill. Walked and walked and finally he took the picture of the moon through the gate of Kranji Camp! Luckily the guards weren't patrolling then. Haha!! Anyway, here's the pic he took~ Haha!! Picture small nvm! Its the thought and effort that counts! Hee~
So i studied almost non-stop from 12am to 7am yesterday~ Rushing through the slides, hoping to remember as much as i can~ I was so happy when the test was over~ Not becoz it was doable, but becoz the module is OVER! Now i can leave school earlier on monday and start school later on thursday! Hee!
After dat, a few of us stayed back to finish up some work and had early dinner after that. Reached back hall at about 3 plus where i decided that i should take a nap since my head was feeling quite heavy already. I woke up at bout 5pm only to realised that i had a terrible cramp and headache. So i decided not to go for my meeting and dance that nite.
Was supposed to meet nik also, but really... too tired and not feeling too well... He was very understanding~ SO i continued slping................... Until this morning 11am! Wasted 1 day on slping when i have ALOT of work to do still~ Haha!!
Okay~ Time to bathe and wash my clothes den do some constructive work~! Then its time to meet nik~ Have to go NYP for ultimate frisbee from 8am to 5pm for IVP competition on saturday too! HAha!! Busy Busy!!
Met up with Jeremy and Eileen to do some work, but we decided to go for early lunch first before that. So we ate at Canteen 2 where i got a super good deal~ $2 for a plate of chicken, vegetables, "kian", egg and soup, enough for 3 of us to snack on~ Haha!! After lunch and work, we started our beep test today at 1.30pm.
I hate doing this type of endurance run in mph. the air is very cold and its bad for the throat and nose! But anyway, i managed to hit level 9-4. A great improvement from the previous one i did which was barely level 7. I am very happy for myself being able to do what i did~ Haha!
After that, it was more discussion for work and its studying time for tml's test! It's a written test, 60% of our grades is dependent on that, 9 to 10 lecture notes, which i have onli read thru 2. Haha!! I went to the library since i was chased out of the com lab~ Which i ended up slping i dunno y!! Slept for about 1 hour and its time for the Ultimate Frisbee Training....
Ran alot more during the training. Could start to feel my legs aching already. I would say that my throws and catch has improved, but need to improve alot more of coz. Haha! By the time we are done, it was already almost 11pm.
Edmund gave me a ride back on his aprilla and it was super exciting! Haha~ Riding on a drizzling nite is damn fun lah~! Haha!
So now, i jus bathed and shld get ready to start studying already!!
Today after lesson, came back to hall and started on my century egg porridge project! Haha!! Quite successful minus the quite bland part~ Haha!! Think its probably becoz i cooked too much to begin with~ haha!! Anyway, i tink its still not tat bad lor~ Haha~
After doing this, i'll need to get started on my online learning and study for my test already~ Haha! So many things to complete this week~ but i muz jiayou if i wan to go out and relax during the weekends~ Hee~
I tink this concept is quite good~ All the precious photos loaded into 1 memory card and viewed on 1 photo frame. The only drawback of the frame is that there is no caption. If there was, it would have been really cool~
Spent almost 1 hour, choosing photos to load into the memory card for my aunty's family~ It was fun looking at all the funny photos. Jus hope that my efforts and the frame dun become a white elephant after few months~ Haha!
I watched stardust at my aunty's place FINALLY!! After hearing all the good reviews about it, i was so excited when i finally have a chance to relax and enjoy the movie~ It's really good~ Love the storyline, the adventure, the characters... everything! Even the ghost, although i would have preferred if they weren't set free so suddenly~ Hee~
After a full day of relaxing, slacking and all, i tink its time for me to slp~ (tired liao) plus, tml i need to complete at least 50% of my lesson plan for tuesday~ Still got F&C test on thurs that i need to study for~ I tink this sem i really chui... dunno wats up with me...
Oh! i bought a little red singlet for the tigger my sis gave me. Now my tigger look so cute! Hahaa! Nitez ppl~!
Yesterday had a talk with nik about me not getting over the past yet. I told him that i need time... He took 8 months and this only my third... I'm trying my best already~
Anyway, today i started project cleanup on my pc. Nope~ I'm not reformating my pc... I'm finding all the photos of adrian, the tiggers, eeyore, both of us and his family... I moved them to a folder called THE PAST, which i'll burn them into a disk and slip it into a box that will contain the things from him. This is the first step of really forgetting him and moving on. Sooner or later, i'll remove all the songs that will remind me of him, wallpapers and other misc stuffs... Project cleanup will take alot of time and tears, but it will be worth it. Time will heal all wounds, but its time to move on.
Now that its almost done, I better start studying... Haha!!
Met up with nik today den went to raffles place for ya kun kaya toast breakfast. Next, we went to the IT show where i bought a privacy filter that would supposedly act as my screen protector as well. I also bought my canon ink and help my uncle buy a digital photo frame that cost $259~ Hope its worth it man~ Haha!!
We did alot of walking today, and i'm super slpy now~ So i'm going to stop here and probably go slp already~
Hahaa!! I jus did my laundry~ And this was wat my room became!! My dear roomies, if you see this, please dun get shocked!! Hahaha!! I will make sure its all neat and tidy by the time u guys return on sunday nite! Haha!!! Reminds me of this detergent advertisement where two sailors brought their submarine up to hang dry their clothes and ended up getting bombed~ Haha!!
The day started quite fun~ My sis came to play tennis with me in school~ Althou she and her bf are both newbies, they play quite well ba~ Haha!
Anyway, the scary part comes after fun of coz~ First BIG Pess comm meeting... For handover from 6th comm to 7th comm (us). Anyway, i realised suddenly that there are really ALOT to do~ Finance is not a small thing~ Haha! This is bad coz this sem actually have a lot of things to do... lots of projects, work, test and exams are also coming~! So scary~
I hope i can be manage and do well still~ I'm never really good at time management becoz i'm simply a procrastinator, putting everything to the last minute before doing anything~ So that is bad. Haha!
Anyway, I need to really put in more effort and this will definitely help distract me from other things in life~ Are we ready to put in 150% effort into Pess Comm? I know i'm not but i'll TRY! Hahaa!!
So lessons are over, and i'm at the com lab again, waiting for the time to pass till 6.30pm so i can go for my dance club session~ Today is slightly different, coz i have my trusty psp and mp3 player with my fav games and songs! Haha! When i started listening to the songs, i suddenly felt the urge to SING! yes... Sing... So i search the internet for a good lyrics website. And the first song i searched for was "Over You", by Chris Daughtry~ I was listening to the song blindly previously but i was surprised at the lyrics. So similar to what happened to me. That's y i decided to quickly blog and post this up~ Haha!!
Here's the Vid and the lyrics is below~!
Chris Daughtry - Over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. Well I'm putting my heart back together, 'Cause I got over you. Well I got over you. I got over you. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Dance Class was quite fun today~ the instructor, Carol, was very nice~! I like the way we are going and so i'm happy~
Went to jog with my roomie, supposed to do 10 rounds of the track, but ended up doing only 6... Guess my body was really too tired~ Haha!!
Alright, i'm now going to continue watching a korean movie, "Seducing Mr Perfect", and i'm going to finish some work and study~ I hope i can "walk the talk!!"
Yesterday i ended school at 3.30pm~ Went to the library to do some research (I'm hardworking ok...) and went to westmall to meet nik at 7.30pm~ I was ON THE DOT~ almost late, but No... I wasn't~ Hahah!!
Anyway, we had dinner at pastamania and followed by pool and bowling... Pool was irritating becoz i can't seem to put the balls into the pockets... So many balls missed the pocket by a little! So yeah, i was mainly irritated by my performance ba~ I'm not a sore loser ok~ Haha!
Bowling was even MORE irritating... Mainly becoz of my performance again~ My best game was onli 113! So low lor~ Hahaa~! I think my mood affected nik a little~ but we are both ok le!
After bowling, i went back to hall by bus 174 which stopped at boonlay MRT. by the time i reached the interchange, it was already 12.30am~ So my last bus into hall was long gone already~ Anyway, i expected that already and decided to walk back to hall~ I expected that the walk will take me 30min at max~ BUT it was 1 whole HOUR~! hahahaa!! But it was a good walk... MP3 with my fav songs and singing aloud becoz no one would be around at that time~! Hahaaa!!
Today was my first PESS Comm meeting. The bunch of ppl look pretty familiar to me~ Maybe becoz i was OGL of their FOC~ Plus, i worked with several of them on NIE Biathlon too~ So the feeling was that bad~ But i was so slpy after that. Seems like 6 hours of slp also not enough~ Haha! I need SLP! Lots of them! Haha~ 4 hours lessons straight after the meeting and by the time i was done, i almost died of hunger!
So now, here i am in the com lab, trying to do work but ended up blogging when i decided to nap a little before my dance class. I joined a hip hop dance class~ Hope its FUN~ hee~
Later i'll probably go for a jog and start doing some work~ Seems like i'm lagging behind in my assignments and this is very bad for my "health"~ Haha!! So TIRED!
Hate rainy weather... Jus feels lethargic and sleepy~ Tennis lesson is cancelled thanks to the rain too~ And so i'm not getting my daily dose of activity~ Haha! So what can we do? Slack lor~ Didn't bring anything to study for also~ Intended to continue playing after lesson ended~ So didn't expect to have so much time to waste~ Haha! Should have brought my PSP or something~ Haha!!
I should just shall just immerse myself in the blogging culture ba~ Haha!
Today's maths test was horrible!! Its more of my own fault actually~ Coz i onli studied for about 5 hours max and i couldn't remember much of the contents~ But the paper is ridiculous lah~
"state a specific example on how to teach a mathematical concept using C-P-A?" [1m]
I mean, this type of question deserve at least 3 marks lah! And its not jus this question, most of the questions are 1 mark questions that require u to write quite a bit lor~ Arrgh~ Anyway... Even thou i'm pissed, there is nothing i can do except work harder on the lesson plan and be prepared to get a lower overall grade le lor~ Hiaz...
And tennis? I lost my first singles match and proceeded to the loser's bracket. Hopefully i will win tml so that i can advance a little bit more~ Haha!
After everything, when i reached hall, belle was going out already~ She wanted to jog to IMM from hall~! Since she asked me to go too, so i left my dinner on the table and went with her!! All i had was my namecard holder with my cards and my phone! We jogged all the way from hall to Jurong point, and followed the MRT track all the way to IMM at Jurong East~! Haha~! We took about 1.5 hours in total and was drenched with perspiration once we are there! Haha~ We bought wat we need from Giant and came back by train and bus. (We missed the last shuttle~)
It was a great and relaxing jog~ I'm happy and proud of myself and belle! Haha~ And one last thing. My weight is now 46.8kg~! Super happy lah~ Hahahaa!!
The day started at 5.30am where we woke up to prepare to go Raffles Place, Republic Plaza where National Vertical Marathon was held. Beka's bf, Andy, was taking part in Men's Open. We reached at 6.30am sharp and was the first few to register. His tag number was 0024~
Anyway, to keep the long story short, he enjoyed the climb and wans to do it again~ That's the most important thing~ Haha! His timing was 16.27min and was probably due to the fact that he started 2 details after he was supposed to start. He went to the toilet becoz the official said ok.... But his photo was chosen to be in Straits Time tml~! Hahaha!!
After that, we went for mac breakfast at singapore river that area. The atmosphere was quite good, other den seeing a few trans hanging around mac, so early in the morning~ Haha! After breakfast, we went back to my aunty's place and napped till about 3pm~ We went House hunting after that~ We saw a place that we kinda liked, but its 505k~ It was quite overpriced, but its the norm now... We will probably look around somemore next week~
Now? I have to STUDY for a maths test tml... Which i haven started at all btw.... Shame on me! I know~ But i'm a master of procrastination~! Haha!! Ok Ok~ better start now!
So i was irritated on friday nite~ And i slept quite early too~ but when a call woke me up today. It was nik... At the same time, i was having a very bad cramp on my left calf~ Couldn't move... And the most irritating part? Somebody was happily knocking on my door! I told nik i'll call him back and tried to ease the cramp while ignoring the person at the door... I tote it was someone doing survey or something... The person was quite persistent~! So i opened the door lor~ Guess wat? It was nik, standing at the door... I was SHOCKED and SURPRISED~! Hahaa! Anyway, we slacked around a little and went to JP for brunch and movie~
Never knew that Fish n Co had very nice new york fish and chips which was not on the menu~ I had seafood platter which obviously i couldn't finish~ Haha! We slacked around a little bit more and settled at coffee bean where we played capcom puzzle fighter (multiplayer). I won ALL the games btw~ Wahahahaa!! Luckily he wasn't a sore loser~ Haha!
Death Note 3 was good~ I liked the show~ Its less complicated as compared to the previous 2 shows~ L. was hilarious!! Was laughing most of the time, just watching L's actions~ HAha!! The image of L. typing on the keyboard jus floated into my mind~ Haha!!
Anyway, after that he sent me to my aunty's place where i told them about me and adrian over dinner. Somehow, they knew that this was coming already~ And we started looking for alternative arrangements. I can't possibly stay with adrian's family forever rite? Even thou i wan to somehow~ So.... talk about buying a HDB flat came into play~ But thats still up to my aunt anyway, and she is the troublesome one~
I'm a very easily irritated person~ I get irritated when i dunno wats ahead.. I dun like the feeling of unknowns... I need to know what time and where... So i can plan my day appropriately~ Like what my aunty always do to me.
Me: Aunty, what time are we meeting? Her: I'm not sure yet. I got things to do. I'll pick u up once i'm done... Me: At least give me a time lah~ So i can plan and do other stuffs while waiting... Her: I'll call u again lah~ Me: Jus a rough gauge onli mah~ Her: I'll call u again lor~ Once i'm done i'll call u... Me: Aiyah~ Forget it lah~ Not meeting you liao...
That is what i'll do... Dunno y, i jus dun like not knowing what i'm supposed to do... She can't really expect me to just sit here and do nothing while waiting for her rite? If i start doing something and she suddenly call and say "Let's Go!", i'll also get very irritated one... Hiaz...
So hope you understand why i cancelled on our date when i didn't receive any reply for 1 hour and 37 min...
Okay~ I'm finally done with my essay~ So i can sit down and really blog about the trip. Its going to be LOOONG... So bear with it yeah? Hahaa!!
(Monday) Day 1: There are 27 people going on this trip and 9 is in the group that i'm in. Its made up of 4 ladies and 5 men. Mixed nationalities~ So anyway, the 9 of us met up at jurong point NTUC at about 7.30pm to go shopping for our breakfast and mobile lunches. We bought many things including bread, nutella, sausages, fish luncheon, biscuits and drinks~! After that we went to meet the rest of the team at Kranji MRT where we took 170 to Larkin Interchange in JB. At Larkin, we had Macdonalds for supper and waited till 12.30am for the bus to KL~
(Tuesday) Day 2: We slept most of the way to KL and when we reached, it was only about 5am~! the guide would arrive only at 6.30am. So we had our breakfast at this shop next to where we dropped off. Pratas!!! Okay, anyway, the guide can and we board this "maxi" cab! I forgot to take pictures of the vehicles but its like a mpv, family car. We had 7 girls squeezing at the back of the vehicle when its supposed to only carry 5~ Haha! It was fun squeezing~! We reached Batu Caves a little too early, so we jus sat around at the entrance, waiting for the place to open. We were scolded by the people at the Indian Temple, outside the place, becoz we were too loud~ Haha!!
The initial part of Batu Caving was kinda boring as it was the "educational" part, talking about the different rocks and minerals etc etc... There was this part where we were all jumping around becoz there was so many cockroaches on the floor! I was one of them jumping around~ Can't imagine having them crawl up my leg! I was one of the first to get poo-ed on by the bats~! There were so many flying around above us and i was the unlucky one~ Haha! After the educational part, we went on to the ADVENTURE CAVING part. We had to crawl and wriggle thru very tight places where the space was only enough for the helmet to go through. Its amazing how the guide got thru~! It was a nice experience overall~ except the last part where we had to walk through either a puddle of muddy water or sticky mud~ Haha!
After caving, we had to wash up in order to board the cabs and the toilet guard didn't allow us to wash up OUTSIDE the toilet and insisted that we pay the 1RM to bathe~! Haha! It was quite funny if the guy wasn't so rude. I'm sure 1RM is not a problem for all of us. We were just annoyed with his attitude~ Haha! After washing up and mobile lunching, we went on to the next part of the trip, NATURAL ROCK WALL CLIMBING~
I managed to climb 3 different routes and one of them was 6A level in difficulty (whatever that means~) Haha!! It was really an achievement for me and i feel that natural rock wall was so much more easier then the indoor ones we have in singapore becoz all the holes and cracks can be used as finger and foot holds~! I wanted to do abseiling down the wall, but it took too much time jus to queue for my turn. So i gave up and went for my 3rd and final climb instead~ Oh ya! And i was poo-ed on the 2nd time here... This time its bird poo! Lucky~! Wahahaa!!
After climbing, we went for dinner at this place where we ordered fried rice, fried mee and horfun etc etc. It was only 4.50RM. But we were stupid enough to order another plate of sweet and sour pork that cost us 15RM~! Hahaha!!
After dinner, we went to our dorms which was actually an education centre with all the posters, pictures and even those preserved insects, amphibians and reptiles! Urrgh~ The rooms was pathetic, the toilet was worse! But for the price we paid, we can't complain much~ We were happily playing cards and singing songs until this people came and lecture us about nature, rules and regulations. Imagine, lights out at 11.45pm~! Haha! So we had no choice but to slp early. Me Eileen and Rachel shared 2 beds, but by the time we woke up, Me and Eileen had to squeeze into 1 bed already~! Haha!
(Wednesday) Day 3: We woke up at 7am, washed up, had our breakfast and went to the last place. CANYONING! Also known as ABSEILING down a WATERFALL!! Before we reach the abseiling site, we had to track upwards for about 10 to 15min with all our bags and stuffs. It was not easy, and some parts was a little slippery, but it was still easier then the one we did for PE Residential Camp~ Anyway, when we reached the place, we decided to let the others abseil first while we took a dip in the cold water~ Luckily my camera was waterproofed, so i could take pictures from under the waterfall~ Haha!
Abseiling was FUN! Seriously fun~! Started with the easy route and was shivering like crazy while i was hooked up. I tink it muz be the cold water~ Haha!! (Not the fear ok??) Haha!! I was still shivering the 2nd time round, this time its really due to the cold water~ Haha! Imagine this, while i abseil down the slippery rocks, gushing water is flowing down and hitting my helmet so hard that it sounded like thunder cracking! Haha!
Trekking down was more difficult then up~ But still made it back in 1 piece~ Haha! When we reached the base, we bought the imitation ramly burger and i ta pao nasi goreng which i had for lunch today~ Haha! The rest of the trip was quite tiring and we slept through the bus journey back to larkin bus terminal. There we took 170 to the malaysia custom where we walked across the bridge to the singapore custom~! My knee was acting up but thanks to Lisi, i had an easier time~ Haha!! I shared cab with a friend and reached hall quite early, took a bath, unpacked and slept!
Thats bout all for the trip~ I'm left with the washing of my clothes and more work to be done~ Haha!!
Jus came back from the Odac Trip yesterday nite~ Once i reached hall, first thing i did was to upload the pictures while i catch some sleep~! I'll need my energy to do work today as i'm only left with less then 11 hours to finish a 1500 word essay on good citizen which i am still clueless as to how to start~!
Here are the photos!! I'll blog about the trip when i finish my essay ba~ Haha!! Spent quite a bit of time reorientating the photos and uploading them! Hee~ Wish me luck~!
I did this for him on Valentines Day, but gave it to him only yesterday~ Quite nice~! It's called Ambigrams, where two names can be read in 2 different orientations...
Can you see the names?? I jus rotated the image over to show u what i meant by different orientaion. Hee. ROSENNA.L NICHOLAS
Just few hours left to my trip and here i am, in the comfort of my own hall, trying to write up a storm!! BUT... I'm suffering from writer's block as usual~ So until now, all i did was to create a new word document~ Haha!!
DEAD DEAD DEAD... I tink i'll have to sleep all the way back from KL on wed, then really CHIONG all the way when i'm back!!! DEAD!!
I'm so dead... becoz i'm slacking... and i'm still slacking even thou i know i'm dead... Haha! Before i start with why i'm dead, i shld start with why i'm excited~!
Tml i'm going to KL for a short holiday~ So wats so interesting there thats making me so excited? I'm going to get down and dirty there! STOP.... Dun let your thoughts go wild... I'm going Batu Caves! Caving, Natural Rock Climbing and Canyoning... So i'm going to be pretty dirty~ Hee! Plus... I'm going with my roomies, eileen and lisi~! That made it even more exciting!
Now come to the dead part... I'll only be back on wednesday nite, and i have an essay due on thursday nite at 11.59pm... And knowing the slacker me, i have not started any work so far~ And i'm still clueless as to what to include in my essay and how to start!! So i hereby declare that i'm DEAD... Haha!!
Oki~ Gotta log out now to travel 2 hours to school~ So i can get started with my work! Hope i can get some stuffs done before meeting the rest of the gang tml at 7.30pm~!
Okay~ Somehow, i'm now no longer single~ Hahaa! The process was really surprising~ We met up for movies, in fact, it was kinda last minute decision to meet up today~! So we went to The Cathay to buy our tickets, den we went to PS to have our dinner~ The indonesian BBQ cuisine is quite nice~ Had BBQ chicken with rice~ We went back to The Cathay to window shop but all the shops closed liao~ So we ended up taking a walk towards cityhall and back when its about time for our movie to start~ Along the way, we were talking about whether it was wierd for us to be going out together... and stuffs like guys to take the initiative to "go steady" and whether muz the relationship be officiated with a question? Haha~ I tote it was jus another conversation~
During the movies, we were sitting quite close, its a couple seat. Den quite suddenly he shifted and put his arm around me and got me to lean against him~! I was SHOCKED, but when i felt his heart pounding and him breathing quite heavily, i smiled~ He was so nervous that he was shaking~ Haha!!
After that, we strolled to city hall mrt and took a detour to get the rochor tao huay. We wanted to eat it at esplanade, but we had to catch the last train... So we ate at AMK area and missed the last bus! Haha~ So no choice lor~ So he sent me back by cab~ It was truly unexpected but i enjoyed myself~ Haha!
Today is the "last" day of CNY~ And as a tradition, we were supposed to have a reunion dinner tonight. But 2 characters are missing... My uncle and my cousin~ One went outstation, One had to study for exams. So that left us with my sis and her bf, my younger cousin, aunty and her maid~ We went to Sakura @ Clementi~ Its really quite huge~ Considering 2 levels of food, lined up along one side of the walls~ Haha! The food wasn't too fantastic thou and i didn't eat too much. But still, i'm feeling very bloated even now...
After dinner, we went to my aunt's place where we slacked around, waiting for 10pm! The six of us went to Bukit Batok CSC for bowling!! It was messy... very messy at the beginning, too many bowling balls, too many games, and they were busy switching names and lookin on the score boards. We played 3 games in total and it was fun~!
Now that i'm back in hall, its time to slp~! tml muz chiong work somemore! Haha~
Yup~! I finished it~ a little later den expected~ but the ending was quite nice. Happy ending for everyone, jus how i would like it! Heeee~~
A little part of the show i would love to share would be the part where michi is in coma and hikaru almost turned off the life support. Luckily kinoshita came in time to pass hikaru a letter from michi~ It goes something like this... "If you are reading this letter, it means i may not be around anymore. But please do not follow me, cause if you die, you will never be able to go to the world of freedom. Freedom is written as 自由. Looking at the characters, I think the joy of living or the insistence of a will is freedom. Its meaningless if you don't live on. No matter how tough or hard it is, you need to live on. Truthfully, there is no such world of freedom. A world of freedom, is what you make with your both hands."
Isn't our hands made to touch, embrace and love our loved ones?
Started watching the Japanese Drama, Majo no Jouken~ Its actually about a forbidden love between a teacher and a high school student. The teacher is 26 years old and the boy is onli 17~! But they really love each other~ They believe that there is nothing wrong about that although the society doesn't think that way~ I feel that the story is really very sweet, but it will never happen here ba~ Oh, this show uses the song i posted before, "First Love by Utada Hikaru"! And thats y i started watching this show too!!
Anyway, after the lessons, i went to the com lab to continue on the series... Its onli 11 episodes, and intend to finish them by tonight~ The com lab was supposed to be closed by 5.30pm, but the technician didn't come to chase us out~ So i stayed on until 7.30pm, when my frisbee training starts~ Its my first training since ISG~ And i initially thought it as just a regular pickup session~ Without knowing, its actually our first IVP training~! Without knowin, i'm an IVP player liao!!! HEEEE~ The session was great and fun~! Oh, I skipped Inline Hockey training for this~ Hahah! Shhhhh....
After finishing frisbee, me and my roomie still went for a jog~ this time, we ran on the tracks instead, we decided that it is more gentle on the knees~ Haha! Our average time per round is about 3.5 min~ and we jogged for about nearing 50 min. So its safe to say we ran about 14 rounds!! That makes up to about 5.6km~! Hee~ Cool~ Hee~
Oki~ Time to continue with my jap drama and will slp after dat~ I have this weird feeling that something is going to happen tml~ So i'll just wait patiently for that occurance ba~ Hee~
According to my friend, this song was introduced to us during our jap class and we sang in class? Haha~ I can't really remember that~ Maybe i'm really becoming Little Miss Forgetful le~ Haha!
Anyway, this is another song that reflects how i feel~ If you wanna watch and sing and read the translation at the same time, you can view this clip instead~
Original / Romaji Lyrics
Saigo no kisu wa Tabako no flavor ga shita Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You are always gonna be my love Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashii uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru Wasuretaku nai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou
You will always be inside my heart Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara I hope that I have a place in your heart too Now and forever you are still the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one Mada kanashii love song Now and forever...
English Translation
the last kiss tasted like tobacco a bitter and sad smell
tomorrow, at this time where will you be? who will you be thinking about?
you are always gonna be my love even if I fall in love with someone once again I'll remember to love you taught me how you are always gonna be the one it's still a sad song until I can sing a new song
the paused time is about to start moving there's many things that I don't want to forget about
tomorrow, at this time I will probably be crying I will probably be thinking about you
you will always be inside my heart you will always have your own place I hope that I have a place in your heart too now and forever you are still the one it's still a sad song until I can sing a new song
you are always gonna be my love even if I fall in love with someone once again I'll remember to love you taught me how you are always gonna be the one it's still a sad song until I can sing a new song
My tennis class has odd number of ppl, so we are short of 1 person for doubles team. So our lecturer has to join us as a player~ To be fair, we decided to draw lots. Some of the pairs are very cute together. Meaning, very coincidental. Like for example, Jeremy and Eileen, Jac and Amanda, Lap Yin and Ruo Ying, Jenn Yang and Darron~ Haha!! Its like they are always practicing together, and somehow they ended up as partners~ Draw Lots leh~
Haha! Anyway, I drew the number 4 and was waiting for my partner and guess what? It turns out to be our lecturer!! Haha!! But that somehow made me kinda stressed, coz if we win, it will be becoz he is playing and if we lose, it will be becoz i played badly... So... I have to step up and try to win some points... Tml we will be playing for top 2 position already~ So fast~! So Scary~ Against Jenn Yang and Darron~ Kinda scary opponents coz they are really good!
I have another presentation tml too~ 5 min teaching~ Hope i'm prepared enough! Hee~ After this presentation, i'm left with an essay to complete and i'm ready for my msia trip!
It seems like when you are down, songs u hear somehow reflects ur feeling... Hiaz...
Mariah Carey - We Belong Together
(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you, so I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself Cause I didn't know you Cause I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, cause baby (We belong together)
[chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night When you are on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Saying to me "If you think you're lonely now" Wait a minute This is too deep (too deep) I gotta change the station So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break And then I hear Babyface I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things, crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life, baby
[chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
[chorus] When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby, please Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody better Oh baby, baby We belong together Oh~ Wentworth Miller is in the Vid!!
Jus finished building this finally. I bought this quite some time ago for him. Wanted to build it together with him but we just couldn't find the time to do it. So since we are no longer together, i built it for him. Its kinda like an unfinished present ba~ I still got a few more boxes, but i tink this will be the last for him... If i ever want to build anymore, it will be for myself~ Anyway, he saw it and commented that it looks nice! I'm happy coz he talked and smiled at me. But its different now. Its polite. Purely friends. I saw their photos together, and they really did looked happy together. So i'm happy for him i guess.
Anyway, here are some pics of my masterpiece. Wanted to outline it, but i'm just too lazy! Haha! Oh, this one is quite cool, the joints are super movable and the weapon can be adjusted to fit onto other parts. Really cool~
This scene was from moulin rouge where the christian found out that satine has to give up her body to the duke~ And christian sings to express his sorrows.... Althou the story is very different from mine, but the lyrics that christian sang, fully represents what i felt last night...'
"Why does my heart cry... feelings... I can’t fight... You’re free to leave me... Just don’t deceive me... And please believe me... When I say... I love you..."
But i'm determined to walk out and away from that~! Give me strength~!
"Attendance" for today, in order of appearance: Me! Sheryl, Nuriah, Hakim, Shy, Mich and gf, Alvin and finally Becky. We ate LJS and KFC, topshell and fruit salad~ Nice Combination of food~! Haha! Den we played this game called "Something Samy" I anyhow named the game coz i dunnoo wat's the real name~ Its quite a cool game that's kinda confusing~ Anyway, the person that makes a mistake, drinks~ Haha!
We wanted to play cards, black jack and all... BUT we decided to watch the soccer match between ManU and Arsenal~ 4-0~! And the goals were scored beautifully~! Hahahaa!!
After the match, every one took turns to draw on Becky's leg. We signed our names and wrote messages. Funny thing was, she didn't felt it at all~! haha! After that, we woke her up and went back le. Luckily my cousin came to fetch me, so i'm at my aunty's house now~ haha!
Looks like i have over estimated my strength... Its painful. It really is...
Its 5am now. So early in the morning and i'm still awake. I couldn't slp. So i went to the kitchen to make myself a warm cup of milo... I barely made it to the kitchen, i turned back and went back to the room...
I walked past his door, hearing the music blasting out through the walls, looking at the darkness that seems to be pouring out from the gap under the door... I thought back to how i had to sleep through the noise and how i would irritate him to lower the volume so that i could slp. Now i sleep in this room, with all the silence i could get, and here i am, hoping that i could slp in that noisy room~
I can never look at his room again. knowing that this girl probably sat in what used to be my chair, slept in what used to be my side of the bed, beside the guy who used to be mine. I dun think i can get over all those "what used to be".
Tears kept flowing and flowing while i finally broke down. Finally faced my bloody emotions. I have lied to myself, lied to my friends and lied to my family that i'm alright and that i got over it. In fact, i know i have not and i dunno when i ever will be. I'm not seeking pity or understandings, i just need an avenue to vent my pent up fustrations and sorrow.
Oh Gosh. I miss him so much. Please, give me the strength i need. Help me look beyond this episode and towards the future. I need to see the light at the end of this meaningless and dark tunnel.
Yes. Thats exactly what he did. He brought his gf home today. I think this is not the first time already~ But at least he smsed me before coming back, so that gave me some time to regulate my feelings. He came back, and of coz, his gf hid in his room all the way, coming out a while jus to bathe i tink~ And we talked a little, mainly "business" and it felt wierd hearing him address the girl as his "girlfriend". Wanted to ask him something while he walked past, but i froze. Coz i didn't know what to call him by. "dear" was wat almost came out of my mouth~ call him adrian? wierd... call him ah bee? also wierd... call him eh? rude... hiaz, dun call better~ just signal~ haha!
Anyway, if u ask me wat's my feelings now? I would say mixed feelings. On one hand, i'm kinda happy for him. On the other hand, i still couldn't understand how i lost to her. Maybe its becoz i'm really over controlling~ So he couldn't take it anymore. This girl would probably be the gentle and meek type.
But i'm not feeling angry, sad or anything like that. Jus empty. void of any rational feelings that a normal girl should have if she was in my shoes. But here i am, typing away on my blog, telling everyone that i'm actually ok with it? Wierd... Haha! I think if the girl came out and i get to meet her, i would probably greet her with a "hey" or a "hello". Is this being gracious? or am i just pretentious? Haha!
Everywhere was crowded and restaurants have super long queues! So we decided to go for pizza hut~ The queue was also very long even thou from far it doesn't look like that~ So we decided to tabao~! We went to this little hilly park and had a little pizza picnic there~ I'm very surprised becoz he gave me a little valentines day gift~ Its a relax bear bear~ Hee~ Beside us, a few benches away, was this couple, making out~ It was kinda gross to see even thou they looked blurry to me~ Heee! After pizza, we went bowling~ 4 games, but we took our time~ the highest score was onli 130+ i tink~ haha! Plus i was laughing away at his bowling~ It kinda funny and entertaining~! Hee~ We finished at bout 1140 and i took a bus back~ but 179's last bus was at 12am~ So i missed it by 20min. Took a cab in and spent 6 bucks! Haha~
Overall it was a great day and i enjoyed myself~ Tml i'm collecting my vday's gift for him and i'll have to find a day to pass it to him~ Its so disappointing that he couldn't get it today~ But i'm sure he will understand~ Hee~ Btw, we are going out as frens, for now...
And i just finished an e-learning assignment and submitted online~ There is a part B to this elearning assignment which i originally wanted to do like NOW? But its only available for editing starting 9am today... So... Yeah~ i can't do anything even if i wanted to~ Haha!
So happy valentines day to all the couples out there! I dunno if i'm happy or sad, but i'm spending it as a single this year. Not that our valentines day was anything special anyway. Haha!
Anyway, this year i'm spending valentines day with a simple dinner and bowling at bukit batok CSC with nik. Haha!
Alright, better slp soon~ tml will be tested on strength using medicine ball~ Hahah!!
For the past 2 nites, (tues and wed), i wasn't able to slp thanks to my "last min" habit~ I always procrastinate and wait till the last min to start doing my work. But finally, my individual project is done~ With a 14 page report and a 38 slides presentation, i thought i can finally cool off and relax while waiting for valentines day to arrive~! But NO.... Our lecturer had to give us MORE work for the math's elearning week~! The notice was posted up on tuesday and he expects us to complete it by thursday 9am!! ARrgh~ So tonight will be another all-niter again for me!
Although i have much work to do, but i'm still delaying... I just finished watching Juno online~ Cute movie about this young 16 year old girl getting pregnant and decide to keep the baby and set up a private adoption for this woman who desperately wished to be a mom~! Cool stuffs~
I'm gonna go nap a little, replenish my energy, then chiong work again~ I tink i'm going for a little nite jogging to wake myself up too~ Somehow, i feel more refreshed and awake after a jog~ Hahaa!!
I'm short and outgoing. Loves adventure sports like wakeboarding, paintball and many others. Hate to seek thrills and can't really take spicy food. Loves to play games like ball and racket games, board games, computer and handheld games~ Hate Scary Movies!!!!! Want to learn many things, but no determination to follow through with it~ Working on my attitude and personality. Heeee! Latest interest, bowling!
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