Many Things Happened...

Its been more than a month since i last blogged. So much for promising to blog more frequently huh... Anyway, its been a busy month since everything happened... School term started and things slowly went downhill and uphill and downhill again... Like a roller coaster ride...

Its a dilemma...

1. Work hard for the kids, cca, school and myself but risk becoming a loner in the school like other teachers who are passionate in their work...

2. Slack a little here and there, appear to be of no use... but will be able to blend in with the other influential slackers in the school... grades and future? Nothing liao lor...

I decided to take on the first option. Become a loner? so be it...

As for classroom teaching, i'm doubting my abilities to influence and teach the kids... i feel like a loser most of the time and an incompetent teacher... First grade honour is a bunch of bullshit... In the end, its classroom teaching that counts and i feel that i suck at it so far...

Hiaz... What can i do? I really don't know man...

What a girl wants... What a girl needs...