Christmas Over, New Year Arriving...

Christmas went on quite alright~ My aunty invited her family members to the house for a short christmas dinner celebration... Lots of food~ But other then food, it was kinda boring... All the adults talking, all the children playing... Nobody thats in between that i could relate to... So for most of the time, my sis, andy and me simply hid ourselves in hilary's room till the guest left... Coming out to mingle a little from time to time... Of course, the day ended with mahjong again...

Yesterday we went to aunty's place for mahjong again and i lost almost 10 bucks man~ Stayed over at her place and went out shopping with my sis and andy today~ Plus movie~ We shopped for some clothes, bikinis and watched National Treasure~ It's good~ Really good~ Loved the puzzles and riddles in the show~ My sis fussed with my attire so much that i almost gave up the thought of going to town... Why muz we dress up to go town? My sis insisted that we should look presentable~ So in the end, i wore a tank top with jeans overalls...

I have been staying out most of the days and nites... but adrian didn't call or msg to find out where am i... Either his parents told him i wasn't coming back, or he jus doesn't bother... I'm not going to try to find out... Today my sis asked me... "Do you see yourselves being together in the future?" I couldn't answer, becoz i really dunno... She jus commented that he is not right for me... I was thinking... Since he is a salesperson, does it mean that he has to have a salesperson to be his gf? And since i'm a teacher, does it mean that i should have a teacher to be my bf? It shouldn't be like that...

Okay, i shall not think too much... Time to watch my shows and slack a little more before i move into hall...

Pointless perserverence...

Such an Unlucky Christmas Eve~

Day started out fine... Prepared my exchange gift and went to buy the eye hook from a shop nearby... All i was supposed to spend was 80 cents for the hooks, but guess wat, i was hungry and greedy when i saw kuay chap~ So i ordered and paid another $3.40 and drinks for $1.20. So much for onli spending 80 cents. Haha~ Anyway, i settled down and ate happily when i was suddenly harrassed by a bee. It kept buzzing around my green tea, food and me. I didn't dare to swipe it away becoz of the sting! So irritating... Best, something suddenly dropped on my finger and i was SHOCKED~! i threw my chopsticks away~ I tote i was attacked by the bee!! When i took a good look, it was BIRD SHIT~ How nice... Anyway, i resigned to my fate and went back home after washing my hands. As i was bout 1 block away, it started raining... Hiaz... wat an afternoon...

After that, i decided to go to the wake first, before going to my aunty's place. In bus 74, i was trying to organise the paintball session, sending and replying sms with 2 phones while trying to look out for the stop to alight. When i'm reaching that stop, i put my main phone into my bag and waited for the bus to stop while smsing with the other phone. That was when it happened. I believed my phone was pickpocketed then. I got off the bus, went to the wake and started to look for my phone frantically. I called my phone many times, but it was switched off. I realised that its gone~ FOR GOOD... Hiaz...

I started making calls, arranging for the pickup of my sim card and all. And to cut the long story short, my line is under my aunty's name and she have to be present to collect the sim card. If not, i'll need an authorization letter and a copy of her NRIC... I called 1626 up and asked if any exception can be done for my case, they put me on hold, (wasted my battery) and spoke to their supervisor. They told me that maybe i dun have to present the letter, but i'll still need the copy of her NRIC... Can you see the irony? If i can get the NRIC, obviously i'll be able to get the letter!! So stupid, the ppl there really no brains one.. Might as well tell me straight that 1626 is jus a helpline and can't do exceptions but the ppl at hello singtel can... Save me all the trouble...

Anyway, after making so many calls on the public phone, (my phone died) i went to compasspoint to see if anything can be done. I tried to call first, wasted 60 cents on number 100 but hello singtel dun haf a direct line. Oh, i have to mention this, i travelled there mainly becoz my aunty said that she refused to help me get my sim card becoz she was too busy. Okay, when i'm at the shop, i finally convinced the supervisor to give me my sim card. I called my aunty to tell her to standby when singtel calls her for verification. She told me: "I got your sim card already~ I bluff u one..." I'm like WTF?????

Feeling so agitated and all, i went back to hello singtel to thank them and went to my aunty's place.. All this was done while doing last min shopping... For presents...

I bought everyone presents and i only got back 2. An exchange gift, and a muffin made by my sis... While i spent so much time and effort, choosing the right gift for everyone... Arrgh~ But Christmas is the joy of giving... So i gave...

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!

2 weeks left...

2 weeks left to school reopening... But his attitude towards me is getting colder and colder day by day... He promised to put in effort to make me feel loved, make me feel like i'm his one and only, make me feel like he appreciates me... He promised to do all that until we move into the "cooling off" period... But no... He didn't even hold my hand today when his father send him to work... He used to hold my hands when walking to the van, a little kiss before hopping off the van... Now he dun even look at me... When he said bye, he simply said "BYE"... No "dear"...

Sob Sob...

I heard from his parents that he played with jerome at the wake yesterday... It must have been such a sight... I can imagine him smiling and laughing at jerome, talking about games and all with aaron... But i'm not part of that, becoz i was supporting my sis... I really wanted to see adrian smile naturally for once, not forced by me or something... But i'm not getting that...

It seems like he is hating my existence, but he tells me otherwise... It must be the holiday season that working him too much... All the last minute shopping and unreasonable customers must be the main cause of his stress... I wanted to sms him earlier, but i thought, he must be super busy at the shop now, and by doing that, he may jus hate me even more... i told myself that i must be understanding towards him... But is he being understanding towards me?

Its a super 1 sided love hate relationship... I love him so much, yet i hate him for putting me through this situation... So what if i stay hall? How long will he need to sort things out? 1 month? 3 months? 6 months? or a year? What if he never did sort things out? Should i wait? Should i give up? So many questions that i really can't answer now...

I really wish to die and put myself out of this misery, yet i have my sister to think of... It is unfair to her and my family if i die just like that... Plus, i dun have the courage to die... What about getting myself admitted to hospital or something? I can't do that too becoz i will end up making my family spend more money on hospital expenses... What can i do? What should i do?

If we really break up, how am i going to face adrian's family who have treated me as one of their own, who have loved and cared for me so much? More questions that i have been asking myself... I know that this is getting repetitive, but this is what i'm going through every day... Thinking of the same things, over and over again... What can i do? I'm such a loser when it comes to him...

Hiaz... I'm a wreck...

Stomp Kai Contest

Was there earlier, spent the money on the clothes and the hair do (althou it looked the same) and i tink its all worth it. why? becoz i met my ex, zhengnan. Surprisingly he remembered me and my name~ Well, i remembered his too rite? And i was thinking, luckily i didn't look too bad. Well, even if i didn't look too bad, i felt that i wasn't worthy of his attention anyway. Like i said before, i didn't have the confidence that i'll attract men's attraction. So i must have looked like a loser.

Now, why was his view towards me important? becoz i need to know where i'll stand in society if me and adrian really break up in the end. I dun tink i'll have ppl wooing me anytime soon. At least, not until i totally change my hairstyle. Its too boring, too "goody two shoe".

Back to the competition, i feel that it is obviously FIXED... The initial rules was that the participant should NOT have any experience in modelling... But the winner is a model already... Plus, there was 6 other prizes other then the top 3 prizes... And guess wat? They are shared between 4 participants. So what happened to the other 8 participants? Stand there and watch while the 4 sweep up the prizes lo... I mean, these participants put in lots of time, effort and money. why not give all of them some sort of prize? I mean, if they are able to have a makeover, look totally different from before, they should all be winners already! These competition are a cheap way of getting ppl to advertise their products... Imagine, free amateur models (except a few who are "paid" with prizes anyway) to model their products on the pretext of a makeover contest~ Its convenient~

Anyway, the competition is over, and i hope my sis did not take it too hard. Rest well and life goes on yeah? As for me? If we really do break up, i'll probably go cut my hair short and style it up. So if you have a skilled hairdresser to introduce to me, please call me!!! Thanks~

DAMN the Fake Evaluations

Stomp Contest at Fashion Bar

My sis is in the contest and today is the finals... For her "face" i went shopping for clothes and will be cutting my hair later~ What i'll be wearing stunned myself... I couldn't believe it even until now... If i take any pics, i'll post it up... And i tink you'll be shocked too... Although i dunno wats the reason for dressing up at all, who will be there to see it? Well, i tried to get friends to turn up to support... But no one replied to my smses... So its kinda sad...

Just heard from adrian's dad, adrian's uncle or Yvette's dad just passed away. Although i feel sad, i'm feeling a little relieved actually... He was suffering due to cancer and i believe he is better up there den here... My condolences to Yvette and family~ Take care of yourself and i'll see ya soon~

I thought, if i have to die, i would wish for a quick and painless death. I wouldn't wan to suffer like he did and waste all the money on medical help. How to die? Quick and Painless?

Life is so Fragile...

I turned into a Monster...

PERIOD...

Details can't be shared unfortunately... so all i can say is i have become a monster and i'm kinda like hating myself now... Yup...

What is happening to me?

Should I believe him?

Thanks to all my friends who were concerned about me and what happened... I realised that i didn't mention what actually happened... I'm not sure if its a good idea posting it here, but as long as my family and his family doesn't read this, i'm sure its alright...

It happened after coming back from malacca... Me being away muz have been the trigger to it... Most probably, he was comfortable with me not being around... Anyway, i somehow felt that he was getting more and more distant from me... I was watching him play games but as a casual remark, i asked him if he still loves me... He answered "I dunno..." I was stunned at his answer... Usually, he would say "Yes of coz..."

I broke down, cried alot, asked him alot of questions that he couldn't answer... He also broke down, saying that his work was giving him alot of stress, until, his emotions are numb already... That was his reason for saying "I dunno". He asked me to move to my aunty's place during this christmas season... But i didn't want to... Becoz i didn't want my aunty to know the problem that exist between us... We reached a conclusion that I will move to hall when school starts to allow him the space to sort out his feelings...

After that, I broke down so many times that i lost count... Each time thinking of the worst case scenario, that is, both of us... breaking up after an almost 5 year relationship... thru this, i finally realised that i really really really love him... But if thats wat makes him happy, i'll leave...

Since i decided that i can leave only after school started, i have now till 7th of jan to make this relationship feel like how it was before... So that i have beautiful memories to live for if we didn't manage to pass the test... He agreed to let me enjoy the last moments together as much as he can give...

Recently, I broke down in his arms again... when we were going to sleep... I didn't want to... I really didn't... I dunno wat happened... Guess i missed the old him too much... He told me while comforting me, that he knows that deep down he still loves me... Its just that this season is wearing him out and he doesn't know what he is feeling... He asked me to give him time to explore for himself... He said that if we were meant to be together, we will be... He said that he still cares alot for me and he is really sorry for putting me thru all of this... All i could do was nod and hold on to him tightly...

Feels like i'm in a drama... Seems so unreal, yet its real... Should i believe him? I really dunno...

What if we were not meant to be?

ISG Ultimate Frisbee~

We won gold for our school~ We defeated the other schools and finals was quite a difficult game to play~ But we won anyway! Me, Rachel, Chris were mentioned in the debrief session after the games. We played and improved quite a lot for beginners~

But a few of us will not be getting the medals as there may not be enough for all of us. But we get to keep the jersey~

Never knew that Ultimate Frisbee can be that fun~ All the strategies and techniques totally blew me away at the start, but i slowly got used to it~

What, Horizontal Stacking, Vertical Stacking, Man-mark, Zone-mark, Cup, Force Home, Force Away, Twinkle... Hahahaa!! It was enjoyable, confusing myself with all these terms... Hee~

Hee~ Should i go for netball ISG??

Air Supply - All out of Love

Suddenly thought of this song... and decided to post it here as it totally reflects my mood now...
Confided in a good friend and apparantly this ending was inevitable... Its just a matter of time... I realised a little too late... I didn't want to admit it and kept on hoping, hangin on... I have until 7th of Jan to try and enjoy my last moments with him... Hopefully he will make it enjoyable for me too...

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Lyrics:
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?

What would you say, if I called on you now
Saying that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can’t be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I Still Love you...

Wakeboarding~!

Went Punggol Marina to wakeboard together with 2 other poly friends... The weather was good until about halfway when it started raining a little~ But the rain came and gone quite quickly, so lucky for us!

Today's session was great~! I managed to stand on my 2nd attempt~! I feel that the control of the boat's speed could be alot better, but it was good enough~ I managed to cut the waves, but crashed almost immediately once i'm out... It was fun!

I'll post the photos and videos soon~! Check back soon~ Haha!

Wakeboarding in Jan again!

ISG Ultimate Frisbee

Yesterday was my first training with the team... The atmosphere was quite serious and the training was quite tough...

But today's games were not bad... We played 2 games and the score difference were more then 6! Although i'm very new in this game, i still get to play! Which is good~ But... I keep dropping the disc... Butter fingers... Somehow i just couldn't catch the frisbee! Arrgh~

Monday is the semis and finals... Hopefully we can win a gold for our school!!

Ultimate game for the Ultimate Players!

Feel Like Shit...

Woke up crying... Miss someone very badly... So near yet so far...

Choking... Tearing... Coughing... Dying...

Eileen! I'm bunking into your hall for the whole sem le. Have no choice liao.

How does Shit really feel?

We Won!

We achieved our goal today at the basketball finals~!

We fought hard and was awarded with 1st place! We won! and most importantly, we enjoyed ourself. Great job peeps!!

Rest and Relax!!

2 POINTS!!

Vanessa asked me to go play for ISG Basketball as they have not enough ppl... So i did... Found out on the way there that it was Rachel that suggested to get me to play~ Haha! Evil~

We started playing Zone defence. I didn't play well at all, mainly becoz i'm really not very good at basketball~ But when they started playing 3 point man-mark, i tink i played alot better. Becoz i'm quite used to man-mark. Only thing is i'm not as agile and strong as before, so there's some disadvantages there. So all i could do was pressure the controller.

At the last few minutes, i received the ball and i was open! Suddenly i heard meifen shouting "SHOOT" and i did. I scored!! I couldn't believe it but i did!!!! Heee~ I was so happy that i literally jumped for joy! I must have looked stupid and surprised! But i dun care~! I scored and thats all that mattered then! Heeee~

We won the game and advanced to the finals... After basketball, we stayed and played for captains ball and we advanced and won the finals too!! First gold for me, even thou i onli played 1 half~ Hee~

What a day~ tml basketball finals~! (Later actually, at 11.30am)

GO GO GO!!

I'm Back from Malacca!

Yeap, Back!

The history of Malacca is considered to be quite confusing! It was governed by Portugal and Britain before and the "ownership" of the city was passed, exchanged and finally returned to Malaysia, then Malaya. The place is greatly influenced by the western and chinese culture, with many churches and temples everywhere.

On day 1, we reached Malacca at about 7pm, checked in and went for dinner! Ate at Kenny Rogers and did a little shopping. Went back to the hotel after that to chill and rest for a supposedly long day for day 2.

On day 2, we woke up early for the breakfast buffet that was so great and hurried to the buses for a city tour. Visited several tourist attractions, mainly historical sites, and had their famous durian chendol~ From 9am to 12pm, we were moving from place to place and ended with lunch at Ole Sayang. The lunch there was very good 10 years ago, according to my uncle. Now, its not so great, didn't enjoy my lunch at all. After lunch, we went back to the hotel, rest a little and its shopping time. And obviously i spent most of my money on stuffs for adrian and his family and my sis~
At bout 6pm, its time for my uncle's company dinner. The MC is hilariously, irritatingly stupid lah! Quite gay and mad! But he managed to entertain the majority of the crowd. As a tradition of the company, every staff will go home with a prize ranging from $200 cash voucher to 26 inch LCD tv with $600 cash voucher. Well, everyone except my uncle. So the lucky draw session is exceptionally boring for me. But the food was fantastic! Its really good lah~
After the whole dinner thingy, we went to the nite bazaar or the pasar malam. The journey to the place should be very easy and fast but we ended up getting lost and took a long time becoz the road we were supposed to take had a temporary lights out. And since it was very dark and scary, we didn't take that road! Hahahaa!! Nothing that interest me at that place too~

On day 3, we skipped the buffet breakfast and woke up onli at bout 10am~ checked out of the hotel and went for lunch and more shopping! Again, i didn't buy anything for myself~ Hahaha!! Travelled all the way back to Singapore and experienced 3 different car accidents on the same stretch of highway, within minutes of each other... Wow~

The hotel we stayed is the best in Malacca. Hotel Equatorial... The whole event cost the company about 53k~ The prizes should be included in that amount ba~

Phew... After blogging for so much, i'm finally tired~ Hahaha!!

What a holiday~

Malacca

I'll be away for a short trip to malacca from 7th to the 9th of December...
But i'm still reachable on my handphone if neccessary~!

Happy Holidays!!

Holidays Finally Started!

Yeah~ After my last paper, i had a few more official stuffs to complete before i can really start slacking~ My last paper was quite alright, didn't have the time to complete the paper thou... The next day, there is a netball orientation test... Its basically testing the rulez of netball... I manage to score 90%~ Hee! And the last thing is the basketball ncap level 1 technical certification... I had to teach a skill in 10 min, and if i pass, i'll be able to coach basketball~

So finally, all that's done... now comes the fun part! Time to slack! Quite a few activities lined up...

Rollerblading, Wakeboarding, Paintball, Beach Volleyball, Badminton, Makan Sessions, Short Holiday in Msia, Mobtv, Crunchyroll and most importantly... SLEEP!

Woohoo... Wat a holiday...

Finally Accepted the Truth...

Went to Reuben's wake today... Finally accepted that he is in God's arms...

Its the first time for me, attending a christian wake. But the only thing different was the service during the funeral. It is actually quite comforting to hear the family and friends, giving speeches about him and telling us how much they love him and all. Singing songs to embrace their loneliness and sadness. Accepting the truth together as a group.

Although i'm still feeling very sad, but hearing from his family that they found strength from friends, family and their belief, i have decided to bid farewell to my good friend...

Good bye my friend

No excuses...

My last paper is in 5.5 hours time... And i'm still unprepared... I tink i'm onli like 40% done?

Truthfully, the dragonboat incident has affected me so much that i can't seem to put anything into my head... But it will not be an excuse...

Its my fault that i didn't study since thursday... I finally picked myself up to study yesterday night... but nothing went in... I'm jus so unmotivated to study... Keep thinking that life was so unfair and all... Whenever i heard updates about the incident on the news, i would feel so sad all over again... It was only until Monday morning when i started studying...

But its too late... There is just too much info to squeeze in one day... And i'm on the verge of giving up already... I can only hope that luck will bless me for my test later and hopefully i can get at least a B- or B for my overall grade...

Oh... Reuben's Wake will be from today till thursday afternoon... Yeah...

No excuses... Take it as a Lesson Learnt...

Bodies Recovered...

http://www.straitstimes.com/Free/Story/STIStory_180490.html

Reuben was supposed to return home on Monday... And he will be, tonight... Only not the way we expected him to... My deepest condolences to his family... I hope his wake is open to his poly friends, so we can go visit him for the last time...

When i first heard the news, my first reaction was... "SHIT i have 3 friends in that team... Hope they are alright..." On Sat evening, when they reported the news, i saw Chin Hwei on one of the photos... So i'm glad he is alright... But that nite, Adrian came home and told me that reuben was one of the 5 missing... Immediately i texted every christian i know to help pray for him to return safely... But our prayers were not answered... It was too late... Their bodies were found yesterday morning...

Such a talent, worked so hard for himself and his team... One who loved water... Yet he had to depart this world like that... Drowned... *Feeling Sick*

I'm thinking... If i were to leave the world... Will i be remembered like how he is?
http://www.youtube.com/profile_comment_all?user=ReubenKee&page=1
http://www.facebook.com/wall.php?id=661866006

May you find peace wherever u are~

Love, Rosenna...

Life is So Unfair...

Reuben was my classmate from Nanyang Polytechnic 2001 Intake... We studied together in Digitial Media Design... and Specialized in Games Design... He was a fun person to be with... Very talented in music and simply love Mugen... He was in NYP's dragon boat team already then...

I remember working with him in a project that never got completed... A few of us came together to conceptualize a versus fighting game... We sketched our characters, modelled, textured and finally rendered out to put into the game engine... We saw our characters move, jump and even fight a little... But we didn't finish the whole game in the end...

Remember once, me and adrian went to his place, to play games i think... He played some arrangements of game music for us to hear while we are there... I'm learning piano because of him... I felt so inspired by him, picking up piano on his own and playing so beautifully...

He was such a freak when it came to body building... He had all the formula mixes to help him build muscles and all... And his body? Fantastic of course... He was crowned Mr Singapore in 2006!

But all of that's gone... And i still can't believe its gone... Reuben, you have been a great friend and i'm thankful that i met you. It's and honour to be your friend. I'll always remember you...

Reuben, May you rest in Peace.


I couldn't find any pictures so i had to use some from his facebook...

Here are some links about him.
http://reubenkee.com/ (Reuben's Website)
http://www.youtube.com/user/ReubenKee (Reuben's Videos)
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=661866006 (Reuben's FaceBook)

What happened to him made me realised how lucky I am despite all the problems i am facing... I realised that life is very short... Please enjoy your life to the fullest... Tell everyone that you love them... Treasure their existence and appreciate them... Before its too late...

Life is so unpredictable...

2 Down... 1 More to Go...

Yesterday's Exam wasn't that bad after all...

It must be all the good luck that everyone's been wishing me... What i studied for psychology came out... Exactly... So i think that section shldn't be that bad... As for Motor Learning? I'm more worried about that... I was quite sure i studied enough for the exam... But it was the language that killed me i think~ I didn't noe what the questions were asking for... So... Anyhow Bomb and Smoke through lor~

Anyway, its over already, now hafta start on the last exam... Its on tuesday... Not enough time too coz tml i'll be at Netball Association from 8 to 3... So half day gone liao~

JIAYOU~!

I GIVE UP!

For the first time in my life as a student, I gave up studying for an exam...

I realised that i started too late, thanks to slacking... And there was simply too much information to cramp in so little time...

Although i think i read through that i should not have negative thoughts, i feel that i should vent my anger 3 hours prior to my exam paper.

I'm quite stressed, thanks to the uncertainty of the format of the exam paper. Is it 2 to 3 compulsory questions? Or 3 choose 2? It makes a big difference as the latter would mean i can try and spot topics to study for. But no... I have no clue what to expect...

Anyway, I gave up studying already... I know means I know... Don't know means don't know... Dun wan to destroy more brain cells already... I just going to declare that i only studied 3 out of the 6 chapters required to study... So if the questions are compulsory, i'll lose 50% of Section B just like that...

As for Section A, I can say that i only studied 60 -70%... So I can only cross my fingers and hope for a B grade... If i can't get it, i'll survive with a C... then blame myself for the rest of my life... Then i'll be proud of the C becoz it will be my first ever in NIE so far... In fact, i tink it will be my only C in my major exam grades...

What a way to break my record huh... Well, serves me right... I'm just going to take a quick nap now and hope that i can still remember some stuffs when i wake up...

"C" (see) Lah! Never Study early...

Game Plan and Beowulf~

Finished the Maths paper today... Surprisingly, it was too difficult... But as usual, its my careless mistakes that killed me probably... Question asked for "no. of books sold each day" and i answered "total number of books sold = ..." So sad lor~ Then i think too much and becoz of that, i'll be losing some marks too~ But nvm, 1 down and 2 more to go...

After the paper, i stayed back in school, did a little studying for my 2nd paper... Little as in like half a chapter... Hahahaa!! Played Lumines 2 most of the time... But once Eileen is done with her paper, we met up and head down to AMK hub where we watched Gameplan~ We bought so much snacks that we couldn't eat dinner after the show becoz we were too full~! After some dessert, we played the basketball shooting game... First time hit 4 stage and scored 340 points... Joint effort of coz~ What we learnt in Basketball module did help~ BEEF~!~!

After Eileen left, i searched for a place to study but couldn't find one... So i settled down at the interchange and played Lumines instead... Waited for about 2 hours before i met adrian to watch Beowulf at 12am... After which we had supper at Mac, or rather adrian and his colleagues had supper... Coz i refused to eat~ Dieting~ Hahaa!

Gameplan was hilarious and lighthearted, good show to watch especially after a long day... It will simply crack you up~ But beowulf, its quite gory and boring at some points... But its super realistics for an animated movie...

Alright, Time to slp! Tml will be a LOoooonG day~

3 Checkpoints Before the big H!

H for Holidays!!!
But before that, I still have 3 more checkpoints... Number Topics, Motor Learning and Control and Fundamental of Sports Psychology, Measurement and Evaluation..

Maths Exam aka Number Topics... And thats TML~!
Although i would say i'm prepared... But i'm really not certain that i'm prepared enough~ I know the concepts pretty well... The theorems and all... But its my carelessness that i'm worried about~ Even if i have the time to check my work, i'll still overlook my mistakes sometimes... Sometimes the mistakes are VERY SILLY~! I have been doing that during my class test... And i'm losing precious marks for my mistakes... Hopefully i'll have enough time to check my work again and again...

Alrighty~ Better slp now... At least i know that i'll be watching Game Plan to relax a little after the exam!

First Checkpoint... Maths...

Why? Why Smoke?

I can't seem to understand why muz an individual smoke. Whats the reason behind smoking? Don't say its because of Stress... Stress is not an excuse for smoking...

This has been distracting me so much... Adrian smoked before i knew him... But after getting together, he promised me that he will stop smoking... And he did... At least i thought he did... Never would i know that he have been smoking behind my back...

Started with casual smoking.. With friends and all... Getting cigarettes from his friends...
Now? Habitual smoking... Everyday... During work breaks... Buying his own packs...
I DO NOT understand...

I thought i heard his phone ring last night and i wanted to get his phone for him... Guess what? I found cigarettes and lighter in his pocket... I dunno wat came over me but i threw those poisonous yucky stuffs down the rubbish chute... I know that this will not solve any problem... But i'll still throw them away everytime i see them...

When i ask him why he smoke, he would say that its due to stress... EXCUSES!
When i asked him not to smoke... He said he would try... TRY????? Where got try? Even if he did? Maybe he is not trying hard enough! Yes... He has been totally honest about it and I thank him for that... But i dun appreciate him breaking his promises all the time... The trust that i have in him is GONE...

If he can break this promise... What about our wedding vows in the future? Will he break that too? Please understand that whenever he smokes, the smell and the idea of it will trigger whatever nasty feelings i have for my father... He said before that he will never be like my father... But he is not getting the point... THE POINT IS... I REALLY DUN WAN HIM TO SMOKE... REMINDS ME OF MY FATHER... HEALTH RISKS... MONEY... BAD HABITS... I rather he bite his nails or something den to smoke...

I'm even thinking whether i should smoke myself to show him that i'm really affected by this... But i really dunno if this will affect him as much as it would affect me... You guys may think that this is a small issue... But you will never understand how it is affecting me psychologically... Its really draining me...

I have been thinking... Why not just give up my principle and give in? I really wanted to just CLOSE BOTH EYES and give in... But by doing that i would be giving the signal that "It is ok to break your promise..." or "If you perservere enough, i would finally break down, give up and compromise..." Now its smoking... What if one day its adultry? And if he keeps doing that, keep saying "i'll try"... Does it mean i have to give in and compromise?

I really do love him and his family... But because of this issue... I'm even contemplating giving this relationship up... I have faith... But i'm not sure I can't take it with my father keeps popping into my mind whenever i know that he smokes... What should i do??????? HATE THIS... HATE DILEMMAS.....

So tell me.... Any way out????

Two parties in a row~

Yesterday was our class bbq... finally something that is done in a class... only 2 didn't make it out of 15 of us... One down with fever, the other one was out with his gf... It was quite fun! We celebrated our classmates birthday together with the bbq~ And 4 ppl got dunked into the pool~ The best part? None of them were the birthday boys~ hahahaa!!

Today, (aka 10 nov, coz i just came back) was an advance celebration for rachel's birthday~ It was again... FUN! I enjoyed myself there! With faizal being there, of coz there will be alot of singing! So we sang along to the electronic and acoustic guitar, piano and even percussion on the electone... Vanessa was exceptionally good on the "drums" and can play very well together with faizal~ Hee~

Here's a pic from the party~ My eyes are closed as usual.. Haha!

But somehow it had to end with disappointment~ I wanted to like enjoy a little more before i start mugging for my exams... So i wanted to watch the gameplan at amk hub... Althou adrian was quite unwilling, but he agreed.. When i confirmed again, he said he really have alot of things to do... So our plans were cancelled just like that...

Sometimes i really wonder if there was really so many things to do... Or is he just trying to avoid spending time with me... Or is he seeing someone outside? Although i know and trust that he wun do that... But all the late nights, phone calls that sounded like a girl on the other end and all the promises that he was not able to keep... Makes me think otherwise... I was forced to become suspicious but there is nothing i can do... Hiaz...

Anyway, I'm still happy that the two parties happened and i'm glad that i enjoyed myself~ We oughta do more of this~

Happy but Sad... What Irony~

My Ringtone... The Cuppycake Song...

Yupz, Surely u have heard my phone ring... This is the real deal, sang by Amy Castle~ So cute!


And her bloopers~


3 Years Old... So intelligent...

Death Star Canteen

Facebook has the most interesting videos taken from youtube~

Evolution of Dance~

Cool Stuffs!

Baby Jerome Baptism Celebration

Adrian's 2 month old nephew just went thru baptism on yesterday~

I didn't manage to take the photos of the baptism ceremony becoz i was the video camera woman then... So, just some pictures during our makan celebration at swensens after the baptism ceremony.

The pictures can be located at my Photo Album~

Enjoy the photos!

So Cute~!

We live in Singapura~ Various Versions...

Got reminded bout this movie suddenly and decided to share...

den came across this little comedy standup~

Youtube rocks lah~

Wake Up!!! I want FOOD....

Hey Kitty kitty kitty kitty...

Yeah! New Tiggers!

Today dearie went to Mustafa after work and bought me these 4 babies... So cute!

Baggy Tigger, Eggy Tigger, Halloweeny Tigger and Balloony Tigger.

I tink i have in total... 34 Tiggers!!! Hahaa!

Tigger Frenzy! Woo hoo hoo hoo!

Public Apology

I'm sorry...

I really am... I know I wun be forgiven so easily but I still have to apologize for what I have said and done...

I made a huge mistake during soccer class earlier today...
Made some comments that was uncalled for and stabbed myself in the back...
I really dunno what exactly went thru my mind when I said those stuffs...
I wun give excuses for what I said except sincerly apologize for my mistake...

Hope you guys and gals can forgive and forget...
I promise to shut my trap and be quiet from now on...

I'm SORRY!

Stupid me...

Phew...

Last week was hectic... And this week will be too!

We had so many things due this week! project presentations... essays.. etc etc... Its terrible... But at least its over~

Presentation was scary at first becoz we were still preparing even during the hour before the it... But we came thru~ There were 2 groups presenting on the same topic.. except it was suppose to be of different focus.. but the first group almost went into details on our part... so it was scary...
During our presentation, it was FUN man~ its good to see them laughing at the gameshow that we did... Manhunt style~ I wanted to post it up here.. But due to some explicit contents and copyright issues, i tink its safer not to.... Haha!

Next week, we have a maths test coming up, and i really need to complete my story by tonight~ So, its off to work now~

Selamat Hari Raya!

First time falling of a Bike~

Injured my ankle on Friday due to ICG Soccer as mentioned... But it's not fully recovered by Yesterday... But i still went ahead with my Bike Prac~ I'm not sure if it affected my performance, but i'm sure it affected me psychologically~ I was feeling afraid during practical... Jus before the start, i even dropped and cracked my sis's bf's helmet... Its like a bad omen man~

Anyway, during bike prac, i know i wasn't performing at all~ I dropped my bike twice and could pick it up myself thanks to my weak right ankle... Den during Emergency Brake Practice, I FLEW off the Bike, head first onto the tires... Luckily only my right shoulder hit the tires and my left palm broke the fall... The floor was very wet, and i tink becoz of the lack in confidence, i didn't brake with my right foot as much... This caused the front wheel to brake and thus causing me to FLY~! After that, a guy helped me picked up the bike and a went on for a few more rounds... I didn't dare to stop at the E-Brake Section~ Fear of falling again~ I muz overcome the fear, but not yesterday... Bruised and Tired already... I can't even park the bike properly becoz my right foot simply do not have the strength to do so? Irritating man~

But i passed... Surprisingly... And i stupidly booked for my circuit revision this morning at 8.15am even thou i haven recover~ So i ended up wasting 13 bucks coz i skipped the prac~ But the next prac is on friday~ hopefully i'll regain my confidence by then... Did i mention that this is the first time i DROPPED my Bike and FELL off the bike too...

Better Inside Circuit den Out~

Twisted or Sprained?

ICG Soccer... The game with most injuries... Our last game was a non-official 3rd 4th placing game... So since its not official, i get to play! but guess wat? I injured myself~ I played defence and i tink i did very well that nite... I manage to tackle the opponents successfully and pass the ball to my classmates quite a few times... Some of them was big and strong guys! I tink they were giving chance to me~ but my friend said no... They were playing the game hard!

Anyway, my last contact of the ball was to deflect the ball out of the game~ But becoz i used my loose ankle to do that and the impact was VERY HARD, i went down after a few steps that looked like a hop... I went down screaming man! It was excruciating, the pain.... I didn't want to let go of my ankle even thou jine, the medic, was already there... I tink i looked super silly and weak but no choice there... Best part? Once i'm off the pitch, my classmate shouted for the game to resume! My goodness...

My right feet is now swollen and bruised... Hope i can recover in time for my bike practical on tuesday!

Ouch!

New Shoe!

Went to many many many shops! Queensway, Nike B.I.R.D, Addidas, Royal Sporting House, World of Sports... All dun have my size! a UK size 4 for addidas... UK size 4.5 for Lotto... UK size 3 or 3.5 for Nike... YET all dun have!!!!! Finally went to Sportslink @ AMK and they have it! Finally... But limited design... So i had no choice but to get this pair... UK size 2.5! The fitting is jus nice... squeeze a little can have 1 finger space... No choice le... Other designs quite ugly~ And its quite ex for court shoes... 61 bucks after discount....



Broke but Happy!

Drifting Away...

Am i drifting away? Into a world of loneliness? Into a world of unknowns? Into a world of confusion? Into a world which i'm so afraid off? Drifting... Drifting... Feeling light headed... Drifting... Like a driftwood in the vast sea... Nothing beyond the horizon to look forward to...
Tired of everything... Drift away... Far away...

Drifting...

Jus a quick recap!

2 new bruises to start my day. 1 on my arm and 1 above my shin. These are thanks to touch rugby icg... Either i'm too rough or the opponents too rough... Hahahaa!

Bike prac... I jus went for my 1st prac for lesson 3. It wasn't too difficult, but i dun dare to Emergency break... Maybe becoz i flew off a bicycle before... Hahahaa!

Hate E-learning Week... Suddenly bombarded with ALOT of assignments and projects... So irritating... Better get back to work soon!

So many things, So little time. 48 hours a day?

A super duper long day...

Today started out at 5.30am when i woke up to get ready for an excursion... We are the facilitators, leading a big group of P1 students... The kids are so irritatingly adorable... Hahahaa!
We had fun at Changi Airport, doing the activities together... By the time we finished and reached back at their school, its already 1pm!

4 of us shared cab back to our school where we had lunch and went off for another project meeting... Personally, i dun tink we made much progress today... Except that i suddenly realised i have ALOT of work to complete by the end of E-Learning Week...

After the lessons, we had to go for ICG... This week is Badminton, my class is the convenor or organisers for this event... Today was a TOTAL MESS... Why? Lack of Courts, Lack of Umpires, Lack of Ppl!!! BUT... It was still a good day...

I realised that under pressure, i started talking CRAP during the games... Serious CRAP... True feelings were seen as sacarsm... Played horribly... Dunno wat actually went wrong... I'm starting to think that i really can't make it in sports...

I know i am bossy by nature and i'm trying to improve... But sometimes, its really really difficult... Especially when you really have to get things done... Hiaz... What to do? Class Rep has always been a good guy bad guy person altogether... Its a trade-off (i just learnt that from Dr Kim's class) If i wan things done, i have to become bad guy...

Why is it that some ppl have a natural sense of humour, no problem with social relations, know how to choose the right words to say? I also want to be laid back... But being a perfectionist, how can i do that?? Can i blame my diploma for making me a perfectionist? Can i blame my parents for my upbringing? Or do i just blame myself and suffer in silence? Who can i blame for making me such a negative person? Why must i offend ppl?

Who can i talk to when i have troubles or feel like crying? Who can i confide my feelings in without being judged? I can only cry in a corner, hoping that no one sees and just wait for the sad feelings to go away...

So much for being a LONG day...

Did too much, now very shag~

Finally finished a project that was meant to be very simple. But we ended up doing too much~ Such that i tink it looked fantastic, but may have lacked content? I dunno man, but all i knew is i spent too much time on it and i didn't sleep at all on thurs nite... Friday was an early school day and i slept super late becoz i went to celebrate a fren's bday... Tink it was about 36 hours of no slping... In the end when i finally slept, i slept for like 16 hours straight... Occasionally waking up to reply to smses... Hahaha!!

Monday i have another reflection due and yet i have not started at all... Tml will be a LONG day for me~ So many projects to work on and so many reflections to do... I'm always complaining about being tired, both mentally and physically, but i guess i can only blame myself...

Alright, think i'm sleeping early again tonight and tml i will finish my work!

Jiayou~

Wats a Laptop without Battery?

Can't believe it. I went to michelle's house to do project, happily packed my stuffs and my laptop. walked all the way there, only to realise that i didn't bring the battery pack for my laptop... So i carried it all the way there and its useless!! ARRGH~ So angry with myself~ This is worse den forgetting to bring my specs out~

But we still manage to finish one of the project... Many more work to complete this weekend... So overloaded becoz i've got poor time management~ Grrrr....

DIE LIAO~

New Shoes and Shorts!

Went to queensway shopping centre during my 5 hour break to get my soccer boots~ need it for soccer module... Bought this silverish white lotto boots with blue logo... Very nice... But the size seems a little bit big... But no choice, no more sizes already~ I'm wearing UK size 4 lo~ So irritating... Haf to buy kids size... But apparantly, the price is the same as my fren's pair, but her's is adult size... Kids size is supposed to be cheaper lo~ Hahaa~ But still a good buy i think~

I was so tempted to buy another design... but its too ex! 80 bucks for a module that onli lasts 1 sem? Not worth man~ How often will i get to play field soccer?? Not very... So end up buying the one described above for 39 bucks~

We went to another shop to see see look look once our objective is cleared! Bought 2 pairs of shorts~ Addidas 3 stripes Chelsea. Black and White... Very nice and standard~ Cost only 28 bucks each~ Very worth it~ Usually you can get it only above 35 bucks~

100+ bucks gone but feeling happy!

Happy National Day!!

Its national day eve today and tml will be singapore's 42 birthday!! Actually its nothing much but this year is pretty different... NDP is held at marina bay this year, Singapore National Stadium will be knocked down soon... So Sad! Well, no choice, they can give up the national library for a new road, wats a national stadium? so much for keepin our heritage... But i guess there is no choice, we do not have any other space for a SPORTS HUB~ Yupz, so we can onli look forward to the new stadium ba~

Happy National Day~!

Timetable...

I know this may not sound nice for some ppl but i'm still going to blog it anyway~ Haha~

Four facts...
1. pri track have less modules den sec track...
2. most ppl haf outside commitment... moe force one lor... coz we are not paid during 3rd and 4th year...
3. we do not get to schedule our own timetable...
4. our core duty is to study now...

With this 4 facts i'm going to talk abit on my opinion.... Its purely what i tink and feel without prejudice...

Today has been a long day for me... And there has been alot of mess in the scheduling of the timetable for some of my frens... I went to the office to join the crowd as the others tried to "battle" it out for better timeslot...

The initial objective was for a good cause... To see if anything can be done for our frens that have clashes in their timetable... But it later became an ugly scene when the group of us started to adjust the timetable hoping to suit our own needs... Going home earlier... Less gaps inbetween lessons.... That sort of thing... Although i said i'm ok with anything but i'm quite worried that after adjusting, i will end up starting early, ending late with lots of free time in between...

But then again... If goes by majority votes, i tink a few of us will always be at the losing end... And i jus realised, i tink i didn't use any of my 4 facts in this blog~ Hahaa~

Compromise lo~

Bike Prac Update~

Okay... Today was my 3rd session and i PASSED Lesson 1~!! I'm moving on to Lesson 2~! I will be wearing YELLOW Tag for my next session!! Heee~! So fun! I'm glad that i'm moving on quite succesfully so far... Hope this will carry on~ Wish me good luck!

No need to wear RED tag liaoz!!

More Photos are Up!

Photos Galore!
Some of the Albums that i have uploaded and updated include pictures from our Class Chalet, PE Freshmen Orientation Camp, Evon's and Hashim Wedding (not to each other of course!), as well as some pictures of activities that happened not too long ago~

Here's the link!
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee

The Activites and Outing Album is a combination of many activities... Too many albums, had to squeeze~ Hahaa!! Anyway, Enjoy the photos and do contact me if you want the "raw" images...

Tedious Job, Sorting out Photos~

School Starts on Monday~!

Another 5 days to go and school resumes on monday, 6 August~ It will be such a short week thanks to national day! But this semester is quite a short one as exams will be in november... Holiday will also be short... only 1 month~ Quite sad actually~ But its alright~ Still have to move on in life eh~

I keep checking the school online portal to see if my timetable has been released! But NO..... NOT YET.... So irritating~ I need to know so i can plan my next bike prac~ It will only be out on friday~ Luckily my bike prac is on friday nite~ So i shld noe my schedule by then~ Hahaa~

I dunno what i'm fretting about~ But i'm jus so irritated~ Hahaa!! Nvm~ Tml i shall go visit an old fren and practice my piano stuffs at the same time~ Yupz~ That shld keep me busy for tml~

Any jogging kaki?? I badly need to lose weight and train up~! Contact me yeah~ haha~

Wooosh!

Back from FOC... Mentally Shag~

PE FOC was quite fun in the end... Thats pretty much all that i can say now... Took Pictures of my OG mainly~ So you will see the same few ppl again and again~ The photos are uploaded to my Web Album. Go there to experience the fun for yourself~ Jus to mention again, these pictures are mainly taken for my group... So other photos of other seniors have to wait till PESS commitee puts them up~

Overall, its a very well organised camp. The organisers definately put in alot of sweat into planning the various activities and games. The freshies are very "guai" and accomodating... Very nice bunch of ppl~ Hahaa!!

Feelings regarding the camp? I feel that it was overun by a specific cohort... I'm sure most of us know which one... But can't blame them, they are committed to our PESS family i guess~ while most of us have other commitment to even turn up for the games...

What else can i say? I tink nothing much liao ba~ Hopefully the next batch of ppl will be more onz to help out for the next FOC~!

BumbleBeeZzzzzzz BuZzzzz Off!

First Biking Prac~

Ok, not sure if everyone noes, but i jus enrolled myself to a Class 2B Course together with my sis~ Yesh... I'm trying to learn how to ride a motorbike~

Today is my first practical at SSDC~ We attended the Orientation Lesson where we basically learned about the safety, rules and regulation of the place, standard practice, attire, lifting the bike off and onto the stand and about the biting point of the bike~ After the orientation, we bumped some tires where we get to practice the gear shifting, brakes, throttle and biting point... We also got to ride around in the mini circuit where we learned how to change gears, eyepoint, turning a corner and braking... I tink that the pace of the lesson was quite alrite... i rather take it slow, learn a bit more, den to rush everything and miss out on teeny weeny details and such...

BUT... we didn't have time to complete the 1st lesson... So we have to book lesson 1 again which will take place pretty soon~ Hopefully we will move out of the mini circuit den~

Vrooom Vrooom~

Chalet~

Back from chalet~!

The turnout was quite good considering the busy schedule of many of my classmates... For the bbq, onli 2 out of 14 didn't make it~ But stayed over? Only 9 ppl~ First day started out late, by the time we checked in, it was already 4pm~ Did some admin stuffs, hang around till the rest of the ppl slowly started showing up...

After the bbq, we hanged around a while and played this MAD card game which got everyone SOOOOO Confused! It was totally Mad-ni-to... At bout 3am we decided to drive to marina south for 2 games of bowling! Ate mac breakfast and returned to the chalet at bout 5-6am...
We drank a little booze when we are back... I was having fun until i was reprimanded by a classmate for deciding the penalty for the ppl playing a game... i haven exactly started drinking yet... Althou he made a point there, but that totally spoilt my mood~

Day 2 was quite relaxed i would say.... We slept at bout 8am i guess and woke up at bout 12pm~ I took the chance when no one was awake yet to go for a morning dip in the pool! The jacuzzi was so relaxing! By 3pm, we were left with bout 5 ppl at the chalet... Played a little water volleyball and 2 of them had to leave already~ so left with onli 3 ppl... Played more water volleyball and soak in the pool till our skin wrinkled!! Finally more ppl turned up for dinner at changi village... Stingray, Sotong, Oyster Omelette, Mutton Soup, Kangkong, Lalang and Mussels... What a fantastic spread! After dinner, its back at the chalet where we played the MAD game again before starting our drinking frenzy!!

Played indian poker and Zhong Ji Mi Ma~ Loser, DRINK~ Easy rule... Everyone gets to top up the penalty glass with any booze of their choice... The mixture was so scary! But i mostly add ice cubes to the glass instead~ Hahahaa!! Anyway, i drank about 3 glasses and i'm already at my limit... Guess i can't drink anyway... Lucky i didn't push myself to drink more... Who knows wat rubbish i'll do when i'm drunk~

Next morning we have to check out at 9.45am~ So early!! Had trouble waking up in the morning~ Well, we already tidied most of the place up and all that was left was jus some simple cleaning up, throwing of stuffs and packing of our personal stuffs~

Quite a successful chalet i would say... Like my friend always say, we can never expect 100% attendance in events... If we can even get 60%, its very good already! We ought to do this more often~ I jus hope that there will be more commitment towards the class...

Heee! Fun!

Sch Exp done, Chalet comes~

So~ School Experience at Sec sch is done... I'm tempted by wat we can seriously do for PE in a Sec sch~ Alot of teaching and learning can take place... But I'm still thankful i'm in a Pri track... Basically becoz of discipline problem in a sec sch... I'm not sure if i'm good enuff to maintain discipline in a sec sch~ Now is to find out more about nearby schools and hope that i'll be able to get into a sch with good pe program~ Yup~

I moved house yesterday and was super shag man~ Althou not much to move since we already made a few trips before yesterday, it was still tiring and emotional... I'm so glad that we are finally moving OUT of that place! but alot of complications may follow... My sis does not really have a good relationship with her bf's father... But it shld not be too much of a prob if she jus follow their rulez... As for me, i'm kinda officially leaving at serangoon already~
Very sad yesterday, becoz i left my "Chou Chou Bear Bear" at the old place... Tote that becoz its dirty and smelly and that i couldn't imagine wat adrian's mom's reaction will be if she saw it! But i totally regretted it now... Adrian was so irritated that i didn't bring it back... He said "Can Wash One Ma!" Den it hit me in the face! Shit!! But now, it shld be gone forever liao... Hiaz...

Tml, Chalet! Class Chalet with my PE buddies... Hope it will be all fun! We will be celebrating 2 birthdays there while having fun and all~ haha!! BBQ... Games... Mahjong?? Hee~ Anyway, shld be fun ba~ 3 days 2 nights~

Hope and Hoping Still~

One down, One more~

Yays! Sch Exp for Pri is over and done with... (for now) But Sch Exp for Sec is starting tml~! Oh Gosh... 7.20am must reach school... That is like.... EARLY lor~! Even pri also not so early... If i wan to be early, it means i muz be there by like 7.10am and leave the house at 6.50 to walk there... Which means i MUST be up latest by 6.15am!!! OMG!!

Well, can't be helped ba~ No choice de leh~ Part of the curriculum~ Alritez, better slp now~ If not i'll oversleep tml~ Hahaa!!

Discipline, gangsterism... Here i come!

First day of attachment~

Yupz, today is the day...

I'm in afternoon session, so i only have to reach school by noon~ Which is why i'm blogging just few minutes before leaving the house... Hee~ I dunno wat to expect but i'm really hoping for the best... Afterall, i'm always the unlucky one comparing to all my frens... We'll see...

I'm only looking forward to all the cheap food~ Hahaa!!

Here goes nothing!

So many things~

All is settled for my "practicum" or school experience... Not too bad, the schools seems quite okay... I can wear PE attire to observe PE lessons... Not like my friend, she kena schools that wants her to wear Formal Attire and stand in the hot sun~ Super siao man~ Hahaa!!

Anyway today was supposed to go climbing with evon and saiful~ but came down with a flu~ I down tink i wan to be up there, sniffing away~ so stupid... Plus with all the fear about avian flu, my little flu may jus cause a scare in the confined area... Hahaa!

My cousin "killed" the computer but i have to fix it... What logic? I'll just give it a shot, but if can't help, den really too bad liao~ muz get the real computer ppl to check liao~

Lastly, adrian bought a NDS Lite for me... silver color~ Very pretty~ But i was quite angry becoz its such a waste of money~ But i wun be bringing it out yet, coz i have to totally drain the battery before charging it and i have yet to do so~ Heee~

And it was adrian's mom birthday yesterday~ so funny~ she was so tired, so she didn't smile in the pictures~ Even she said she's ready, she still didn't smile~ Hahaa!! Well, the pictures will be up in my album soon~ den you can see it for yourself what i mean~ Hahaa!

PC ar PC... So troublesome~

Hongkong Trip Aftermath~

We went many many places during the trip. Both HK dollar and RMB is about 5:1.

Day 0
We landed at Macau at 12mn, where we stayed a night at "Best Western Sun Sun Hotel" it cost 430 HK dollar but it wasn't quite worth it because the room was quite small and the location was not too good~ Nothing much around the area except a few hawkers which we didn't try~

Day 1
We checked out and headed to another hotel nearer the gambling district~ "President Hotel" Very comfortable for only 530 HK dollar. From there we went to Zhuhai Via the Barrier Gate. Zhuhai is in China and the shopping there was quite alright. Food is damn cheap there... A very good meal for 4 ppl can cost up to 60 RMB onli~
After that we went to New Yuan Ming Palace where we were cheated of our money again and again~ The tram ride around the place is so STUPID... I tink it was just a 10 min ride with explanation that we couldn't understand... Lost money there... Next, we wanted to go someplace but along the way met these ppl offering to write poems with our names. They emphasized that it was only 5 bucks~ and guess wat? that was only for the poems... NOT the writing materials... So by the time it was completed, it cost me 85 RMB... Irritating...
We went to walk in the maze only to get caught in the rain... But when we were ready to leave, we took photos of us in the "princess and emperor" clothings only to get disappointed again... My eyes were closed in one of the better pictures yet they didn't retake on the spot... They camera is digital for goodness sake... Hiaz... So i ended up paying for a miserable ugly picture which i tink i forgot to bring back...
Went back to the Gongbei Terminal which we will go back to Macau... There, we bought some chinese cheong sam style clothings which again we were cheated there...Hiaz...

NEVER go Zhuhai Again ba~

Day 2
We went to Hongkong via the Turbojet Ferry. Quite Ex. About 130 per ticket. We stayed at Dorsett Sea View Hotel. It was damn small but it felt very cosy. I tink it cost us about 510 HK dollar each night. Shopping at Ladies Street at Mongkok reminds me of shopping in Bangkok's Flee Market. Very happening, but these ppl literally scolds you for haggling and NOT buying in the end... Haha! I guess if you have the heart to buy, you will be able to haggle a good price. So... Tips: Keep Haggling, and confirmed the price before getting new piece.
OH. do not buy mahjong from ppl that insist theirs is "ICI" standard... Coz we dunno how to confirm that... Just buy the cheapest. Check and Check the goods. Open to check the weight and size too...
Shopping at Temple Street at Yau Ma Tei is almost the same as Ladies Street, except this is more of a "Men's Street". Its very obvious when you are there. Imagine ppl selling sex toys out in the open... My goodness... But the stuffs there are somewhat cheaper and there are more police officers there... So i guess its quite safe to shop around there. The hotel we stayed in is nearer to Temple Street which makes it very convenient to go back after a night of shopping.

Day 3
We went to the Lantau Island where we had this bus ride which goes thru the forest and hills. I lost my phone reception along the way... But the view was fantastic... Hahaa! We reached the place where the giant Tian Tan Buddha was situated. We paid for and ate the vegetarian meal at Po Lin Monastry and quickly scaled the stairs to reach the giant Buddha. I shld have counted the number of steps... Hahaa! We can actually touch the clouds up there... Very Cooling... Hee~
After that, we went back and continued shopping...

Day 4.
We didn't manage to get another room at the same hotel, so we went to Causeway Bay for more shopping... We stay at Weng Fatt Hostel. Paid about 450 for 2 Single and 1 double bed... Quite spacious~
We took the tram up to "Victoria's Peak" and there we visited the Madame Tussauds. Had a Fun Time there, posing with the celebs but it gets boring after a while. After dat, we went to the peak to take photos of the beautiful scenery.
But shopping here was quite disappointing... Most of the stuffs at the flee market was quite outdated... But the roadside shops were okay... Pricing wise, i would say pretty much the same as singapore and you can't haggle here... So... If you dun mind paying the same for prettier clothes, then this place is for you...

Oh, did i mention that we had to go ALL the way back to Yau Ma Tei just to change the mahjong set... So irritating man~ different size when they promised that its the same size... Long Story man~ Jus know that their service was totally different from the day before~

Day 5
We went back to macau via ferry. We went shopping at St Dominic Square which there were NOTHING~ So we decided to go Casino Hopping. Most of the casinos there were empty except Sands and Wynn. The best part? The famous Floating Casino was also empty! The minimum stakes at Sands was way above my league. Each hand needs a minimum of like 200 HK dollar? The cheapest was 50 HK dollar for "Big Small Dice Game" My aunty won so much at Jackpot but refused to leave... So in the end lose back to the machine...

Day 6
We went to this beach called Hac Sa. It means Black Sand. The sand is literally black. Perfect gift for my perfect frens~ Hee~ Next we went to the Taipa village... Where my aunty bought all the food items and my sis bought some souveniours... But thats about all... I saw alot of visitors looking lost like us there... We were kinda cheated i guess... The books had all the nice reviews for this place... After dat, we went to the airport and flew back to singapore. Landed at about 12mn too~

Day 11
Here's the photos! Spend so many days just uploading the photos to my laptop and to the web... Had to bear with a laggy laptop too, thanks to my bf... Hiaz...

The young lady is my sister, rebecca. The young man beside her is her bf, Andy. And finally, the mature looking lady is of course my Aunty who sponsored us the trip!
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/HongkongTripPart1

I took too many photos so must split into 2 albums... Anyway, these are taken in Madame Tussauds...
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/HongkongTripPart2

SHAGGED MAN~ Blogged too much for 1 day~ Hee~

Hongkong Macau Trip

I'm going on a 6 days 5 nights trip... trying to accomplish alot in this 6 days... Hahaa!

The research and planning of the itinery is already killing me... But me and my sis have decided to go for macau, kowloon and hongkong island... Jus when all is settled, i decided to do more research... now i feel like going to zhuhai too~ hahaha~

Headache ar!! Spoiled for Choices~

Finally the results are OUT~

Yupz~ Officially released today~ Quite Satisfied with the results except for badminton~ Quite angry actually~ I was expecting at least an A- but i was only given a B+... Quite sad too... My test scored very high too~ I really wonder what is wrong with my assessment to only earn a B+...

Well, this semester is officially OVER. Time to pack up all my books and notes to prepare for a new semester coming August...

Upcoming, China for Holiday!!

Holiday Short Trips

Wanted to go Redang, Malaysia for a short getaway... But my aunty thought it was too far as it is a 12 hour bus journey there... So we decided on Pangkor Island, also in malaysia... After doing all the research as to wat we can do there, my aunty decided that she will not have anything to do there... Which is irritating becoz we already did all the research... Spending so much time trying to gather the price, which resorts, wat activities... We almost started planning the itinery... In the end, I tink we will end up going for a cruise... Which is irritating... Coz there is nothing much to do on a cruise...

Whats more? My uncle called me up early this morning just to tell me that its a holiday that my aunty needs... So go along with her.... So its not wat we want, but wat my aunty wants... If i'm not financially unstable, i would have gone to pangkor with my sis and her bf... I tink we will have a more fun time there on our own...

Hiaz... Wat to do? Jus go lo~

Family Chalet June 2007

5 days chalet is over in a flash... It was fun becoz alot of ppl turned up over the 5 days... Our chalet this time round is Ferry Point Chalet 5~ My sis also turned up with her bf, which made it even more fun. Fishing, Volleyball, Badminton, Mahjong, BBQ and FOOD... and More Food! Rex "the golden retriever", Whiskers "the chalet cat" and No Name Yet "the boardwalk cat" all had a share in our food... Everyone was happy and satisfied at the end... We couldn't bear to leave..

We also had some science experiment going on during the few days there too~ The "explosion" was so loud and the end result was so "smoky" that the security thought there was terrorists... So funny~ But it was damn cool~

Yesterday was also Aunty Bessie's Bday~ She ordered a Mahjong Cake for herself~ Very cute!! Since she likes cat so much, most of the presents are themed "CATS" Book bout cats, cat picture frame, cat display pieces and more... Hahaa!

Here's the link to the pictures~!
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/FamilyChalet

Next Up, SeaSports Camp~

Swatch FIVB

The Event is finally over... Brazil emerged Champions with China as 2nd and 3rd... The Semi finals and the Finals are just between this 2 countries... The matches were all very exciting~ Hahaa!!

As volunteers, getting onli 20 bucks as token allowance, i had to do many stuffs together with 3 other frens... Set up balloon tents, move furnitures, carry stuffs, transport water, collect ponchos, bump around... Lousy packed lunches... But i guess i did gain quite alot from the experience... How? We had to assist Coach Dane in his beach volleyball clinic... Altogether, we "attended" 5 of such sessions and we are able to pick up many pointers from them... Now, i tink i'll be able to play some decent beach volleyball once i brush up my basic skills... Hahaa!!

So i guess, it wasn't that bad afterall... Despite the long hours, tiring days, hot sun practically draining all the energy from my body, sun burn on my feet and lips of all places... Hahahaa!! Lots of complains about the organisers... But it was still okay in the end...

Here's the link to the pictures!
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/SwatchFIVB

Glad its Over!

My Sister Big Day!!

Yeapz... Its her Birthday today~ She is 18 le! Grow up liao~ Hahahaa!!

I'm very lazy to choose and upload pictures here... So jus go to the site to see~ Haha!

http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/BekaSBday

Lazy Lazy...

I'm Back...

To keep the long long story short...

The pictures are all at this site! Jus go and see for yourself!

http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee/ResidentialCamp2007

Jus to summarise, it was fun... not as tiring as i have expected... But this type of experience, once is enough~ Hahaa~

Yee Hah!

Start of Camp...

Okay, tml is the start of the Camp i was dreading and complaining about... 7 days.... 10th to 16th of May... So i will not be posting anything till i'm back~ Hiaz...

My stuffs are pretty much gathered... but haven squeeze into the bag yet... Very strong feeling it will not have enuff space for all my things... Hiazor... Scared too heavy also~ No mood to pack liao~ Raining some more... Arrgh~

Food... Hope i brought enuff food... going to stock up a little more on the canned food and maggi~
I dun wan to go.. I wan to stay in my comfort zone... I can't seem to perk myself up for this trip...

What to Pack... How to Pack!!!

Determination...

I want to clear my school stuffs to prepare for next sem... but i'm so lazy~ Holiday barely started... and my month of may is PACKED...

Preparation for Camp - Now till 10th May...
Camp - 10th to 16th May
Sis Bday - 19th May
Swatch FIVB event - 24th to 27th May
Chalet - 28th May to 1st June

In between I have like 5 days helping a school conduct their Napfa Testing...

Busy!! Still have to practice my piano!! No time No time...

Swatch FIVB event really gives minial token allowance... onli $20... Quite Jialat... We may have to pay our own entrance fee somemore.... Sianz man~ Arrgh~

So many things to buy and prepare for the camp... So broke... So so Broke... Hiazor...

Back to Mobtv...

New Camera~

Finally bought my digital camera~ So happy!! Fujifilm, F31(fd)~ bout 500 bucks~
Here are some Links to check the model out if you wan~

1. PhotographyBlog
2. DP Review
3. Fujifilm

Snap Snap Snap~!

Preparation for Outdoor Camp~

I have a camp on 10th to 16th May... Kinda dreading it becoz firstly, i'm not a camper type of person... secondly, i'm not as fit as before... thirdly, i'm totally not prepared... mentally and physically~ Hahaha!!

3 days in singapore, 3 days in malaysia... Expedition, heavy bags, lousy food, lots of walking, not so much fun as i'll be separated from my class... we onli haf 15 ppl, and 2 is not going... so left with 13... We have about 10 groups... so probably onli 3 groups will have a classmate in the group... Kinda sad lor~

Hiaz... Anyway, i am going all out to prepare myself for the camp.... jogging, gym, rollerblade and mahjong... Hey, mahjong can train the brain ok... mentally prepared... Hahaha!! Excuses...

Ok, Back to Mobtv~

Exams Finally Over!!!

YEapz... After a LONG LONG Battle with the books, notes and scribbles... Its finally over for this semester... I barely have enough slp for the past 2 days! But it was worth it... Biomech was quite alright, but physio was scary... I realised i didn't noe what to write for some questions and i took alot of time thinking for the answer... Hahaha! But it was alright in the end...

Luckily me and michelle discussed a past year paper over the phone last nite... I tink my bills will rocket this month... But really... Luckily we did that, or maybe i'll really sit in the exam hall and cry ar~

I went to subscribe to mobtv and surprisingly, the streaming is exceptionally fast... Almost didn't have to wait for it to load at all~

Alot of things to do this holidays... But mainly to lose weight, get fit and learn my piano... Heee~

Going to enjoy myself now!

HEEEEEEEE~!

Last Leg of the Race...

Yeapz... I'm left with 1 day to complete studying for Anatomy and Biomechanics...

Today is the day... But i have to sleep latest by 1am.. Tml exam starts at 9am... And i need the sleep so i can study for physio tml... And i really haven started my physio stuffs....

Regretted not studying earlier... But really can't seem to find the motivation and the mood to... Now i hafta work double hard le~

Gambatte... After this is ALL FUN!

Still Studying...

Okay, i finally got myself up to study... Did a little reading thru... Realise i'm not absorbing at all~ I realised that my bad habit is kicking in... I have to understand everything if not i can't get myself to study... Guess i hate to know when i dun understand~ Hahaha~

Anyway, i drew up a study plan for the next 6 days. I hope there is enough time.

Before today, on wednesday, I met up with Evon to study at woodlands library... We haven even study for 3 hours, evon had a headache and i got tired of studying already... So we went to have an early dinner at the food court and went window shopping. I ended up buying stuffs as usual... After that i waited with evon for danny to come fetch her go eat somemore! But i ended up going with them...

We watch TV at a Kopitiam while waiting for their friends to come. The show is old but still funny! Acted by andy lau. When their friends finally arrived, we ordered what we went there specially to eat. Tian Ji~ Very Nice!!! Next time muz go there again~

After dat we went to their friends house. Their dogs, Pepper and "Tacy"(duno how to spell) are SOOOO CUTE! small and VERY active! My lips were "attacked by Tacy twice! That doggy can JUMP! After which, Gavin showed me the CNC tiberian wars and how laggy it is... I decided not to buy that game after seeing that...

Gina showed us their couple pictures... (I dunno if thats her name. can't remember le) But yeah~ Very sweet... They are a bunch of friendly ppl~ I jus got to know them today and they are already treating me like their friends already!

When i reached home, Adrian surprised me with the same game i decided not to buy. CNC... He went to buy it... Hahaha! So for the past 2 days, ma and adrian have been playing that~ So yeap, never study~

It is not laggy on my pc... surprisingly lo! the graphics quite nice and AI very advanced... Good game! Ok, I got to get back to studying after Survivor!

Jiayou! Study! A!

Study Study Study!!!

I'm so dead lo~ Haven seriously started studying for my exams... Been playing puzzle quest on adrian's psp... Hiazor... If i dun get good grades this sem, i can onli blame myself... But i can also blame a little bit on my lecturer becoz i feel that he didn't do a good job teaching and explaining to us for that module...

OK... Time to STudy... Soon~

Finally ALS is over...

I'm so happy that it is Over...Academic Discourse Skills ended today with a BANG! We did our "test" which is basically an individual reflection and presented our research findings... Once that is done, we had a mini celebrations where everyone brought some food, drinks and snacks! Everyone had a great time eating, laughing and listening to music~

Its a good way to chill after much anguish trying to complete the research paper on time...
1991 words... That took me about 18 hours to write... Didn't sleep at all the whole night...

I'm so so tired now!! But still glad~ Now that this is over, its really time to glue my butt to the chair and start studying... Hahaha!!

Less then 2 weeks and the Exams are HERE!!!

Belated Birthday Celebrations

Other then the mini celebration with my classmates, the next two days was another 2 days of celebration for me~ 10th April, my actual birthday was celebrated with a mango cake given by adrian's friend. That was the 2nd cake... No birthday song... Jus blow candles and cut cake... So boring right?

Another celebration was held today, 11th April, with our friends from polytechnic... We reached my friend's shop at about 7pm and did practically nothing except snacking on finger food... Adrian, however, had a great time playing psp virtual tennis on wifi with the other boys...

My Sister came along and asked adrian to meet her outside the shop.. They didn't allow me to see what they are doing... To my SURPRISE... Adrian appeared later with a small little bouquet of flowers... This is the FIRST time he did something so romantic... I was overwhelmed with surprise... Seriously surprised... Hahaa!!

After that, I ordered Pelican Pizza and played a little Xbox 360 while waiting for the food to arrive... When it finally arrived, I immediately attacked the food~ Was sooooo hungry~ Hahah!!

Once the food is done, next comes the cake~ It happened to be the same cake my classmates bought! Haha! I forgot to make a birthday wish this year~ But i guess its okay... A few others help to distribute the cake while making a mess out of it~

On behalf of all our friends and my sis and her bf, I gave adrian his birthday present... We tortured him by making him guess what is his present.. He refuse to guess until benson gave him a very obvious clue... We got him a Nintendo Wii~

I thought the party would be over with adrian setting up his set at the shop to play... But to my surprise, they got me a present too!!! And it happened to be ANOTHER pair of SHOES!! Hahahah! But i wasn't able to bring home the shoes because each side was of a different design... Blur Benson didn't check the goods after paying~ Hahaha!!

While adrian was playing his Wii and the rest playing Dota, I was fiddling with Andy's bike... And i accidentally toppled the bike over with me... Hurting my hand in the process... But luckily nothing happened to the bike and i got to ride the bike at the car park! Hahah~ I know how to shift the gear already lor!!!

Overall, the gathering went quite well and everyone had fun!

Bday Surprise @ NIE

My classmate, Alvin, has the same birthdate as me... down to the year... But we are from different hospital lah~ hahahaa~



Anyway, my classmates celebrated our birthday for us. Its quite sweet becoz the organiser was trying to keep it a hush hush... The "Surprise" thingy and all~ Hahaa~ The birthday card was hand made and its cute! But due to the lack of time, we had no choice but to celebrate at the stairs... Hahahaa~!



Almost the whole class was there... Zijian and Hashim had to rush off for geography lessons... Onli a few of us was wearing our class t-shirt... Design was chosen by Shy... Who was also the one who went shopping for our birthday presents!



They bought me this pair of Asics DS trainer... Now i can find the motivation to go run during the holidays liao! Hahaha~ (My life seems to revolve around DS now... First, Nintendo DS, now Asics DS trainers... Not that i'm complaining~ Heeee!)




Thanks Again Guys and Gals!!! Love you all~

My First Bday in NIE, 3 more to go~!