Social Reject~

Was talking to a colleague earlier... Talked bout projects, students, ex students and finally bout me leaving...

While talking she mentioned bout organising a farewell dinner jus between the few of us becoz she not sure if the rest is goin to organise for me or not...

Den she revealed that they have been organising gatherings between themselves... excluding me of coz... and she hopes that i understand...

Of coz i understand... i'm simply a social reject dat was tactless and must have stepped on many people's tails... but i'm no longer like that~! when can they understand that?

i'm very disappointed thou... kinda sad... coz she say that sometimes people wan to go out with frenz that they feel comfortable with... am i really that bad? or is it they are simply ashamed to go out with me?

i noe i dun have the looks, the height, the lady-like behaviour... and i can't communicate properly without making mistakes... and i dunno how to dress up or make up and i have the worse hair style without color and all...

but still, am i really that that that bad??

i mean if i am, can't they just tell me straight in the face? at least i noe... and i can apologise... if they dun tell me, den i'll nv noe...

Can somebody just enlighten me?

EA Canada~

My Ex-Colleague is in EA Canada now...
He was describing the place and people to me~ i was soooo wowed...

It snowed there last night~ 1st wow...
They have starbucks in their cafeteria~ 2nd wow, althou i dun drink coffee...
They even have their own soccer pitch~ 3rd wow...
The FIFA and NBA teams are there and they have no airs and are very friendly~ 4th wow, the culture difference is so great...
The time difference is 16 hours~ Not really a wow but still... Hahahaa~!

I told my friend to get the latest FIFA and NBA titles and get the people there to sign on it~ den can sell to hardcore or avid gamers and high high price~! hahahaa~!

People of Caliber... Wow...

Reality Check!

Yeah, i jus realised something very real...

i'm supposed to be supervising a student's work, but becoz his work is not up to standard, i have no choice but to step in... So i'll be working on the in-game ui, main menu and other screens...

i'm tendering tml...
31 days in december...
Minus weekends, 22 working days...
Minus my 11 days of leaves, 11 working days...

11 days... i have to complete all my tasks... seems impossible... luckily my in-game ui is almost done~ but the other screens are even more difficult~

i'm feeling very guilty... coz i was actually watching some anime while i'm supposed to be working... Hahaa~

So from tml onwards, i have to be a very good gal liao~ i have to leave all the anime at home and concentrate on finishing my tasks... imagine i have to come back to school while clearing leave... so sianz~!~!

Reality can be so Decieving...

Other Name Generators...

For the fun of it, i decided to take up the other quizes at "Rum and Monkeys"...
And to standardise, i'll be translating "Lee Mei Feng Rosenna"... Hahaa~!

My name is Sexy Lady but you have bisexual thoughts often..
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My magical Potterized name is Hermione.
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My Japanese name is Gemmei Marubeni.
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My good ole country name is Bettie Jean.
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My untraceable alias is Jennifer Smith.
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My Nick is Loserface.
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And it goes on and on...

Date to Tender Postponed...

Hiaz... wanted to submit earlier to prevent cockups but my mangager say dun submit today... She say submit at the end of the month to really give 1 month notice... or else HR will count 1 month from today...

So the date to tender is 2 days from now... Anyway, my letter got mistake... So also must edit den reprint... So nvm lor~ Hold on to the letter for another few days...

So Irritating sial...

Book by Book... Law by Law...

Jap Names Generator...

Saw this from Yati's Website... So i tried my name, "Lee Mei Feng Rosenna" and it returned this...

My japanese name is 原 Hara (wilderness) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

I tried other combinations...

Rosenna Lee - 藤原 Fujiwara (wisteria fields) 愛恵 Itoe (bless with love)
Lee Rosenna - 原 Hara (wilderness) 三千代 Michiyo (3000 generations)
Lee Mei Feng - 原 Hara (wilderness) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)

It seems like they can recognise certain amount of characters only... coz when i translated "Lee Mei Feng Rosenna and Lee Mei Feng" The results are the same... Same goes with "Rosenna Lee Mei Feng and Rosenna"

But at least i noe that "原 Hara" is the common word in my name... which is translated from "Lee"

Hara... Wilderness...

Wat a Weekend~

I managed to download Suzuka episode 1-20 on thurs and friday i tink~ Plus Nicholas passed me the Tenshi na Konamaiki episode 1-50 on friday also~ hahaa~! So for the whole weekend i was watching anime! hahaa~!

I'm waiting for the next episode of Suzuka~ hahahaa~! Can't wait le!

My lobster at home molted yesterday i tink~ now quite gigantic leh~ hahaa~ hope it doesn't die like the previous one~

Okay... i'm going to tender once i settle something~ hope everything will go smoothly~ :)

Tendering... Scared...

Didn't go out in the end...

Haha~ i didn't go out in the end... Coz dearie still not feeling too well... if i go den no one look after him liao~ He is like a baby now... slping so soundly...

Jus cooked porridge for our dinner later... Hope he have appetite to eat some stuffs... Well, his fever kinda subside already... Phew...

To Starhub: You will have to wait till monday to get ur stupid box back... My Bad... But too bad~! Bleah~!

Opps~! I better go check on my steam eggs~!

Hot Porridge, Cold Porridge~

Blog at Home... After so Long...

I was so SHOCKED when i log into bloggers today... First time blogging from home~ The whole page are in Chinese... i was like so -_-!!! Hahaa~ Well... i manage to find the language settings... So everything is back to normal...

I'm goin to Plaza Singapura soon... go and return the stupid cable tv box and pay up the outstanding amount of $89... Hiaz... Broke liao le lah~

Adrian dunno y not feeling well... He has been like that since last wk... I tink its the air in my area... Quite stale ba~ Or food poisoning?? I hope not thou~ but there is a possibility since his symptoms are fever, vomiting and diarrhea... the 3 main symptoms of food poisoning lor~ Hiaz... So probably he will be staying at home while i go do all my stuffs... He need all the rest he can get i guess...

Hahaa~ I'm very considerate liao lor~ Hiazor...

Food Poisoning...

Delayed Pay, No Bonus, Bills and more Bills...

I just asked my ex-colleague about the delay of my december pay, he said i'll probably get it on my last day of work... althou its delayed by 15 days, its still not that bad... initially i tote i have to wait till mid or end january~!

Well, i just have to depend of watever amount thats left in my bank... still muz minus $300, thanks to the blood suckers from dbs~ arrgh~! I still have $993.40 to pay~ a bit more onli~ tahan~!

Hiaz... My BONUS ar~! i hope the government announce that the bonus this yr not alot~ so i dun feel the pinch~ i waited 1 YEAR for this... yet i'm NOT getting any~ arrrrrrrgh~!

Bonus Fly Tiao Le~ :(

Another Nice Shonen-Ai/Yaoi Manga

If u are up for a short and sweet shonen-ai/yaoi manga, den "Rin!" is one of the must read~ Its not hardcore or anything, the storyline is very cute... I'm sure sharlene will like this... *wink*

But before u take my word and start downloading it, the content is all bout shonen-ai/yaoi, which also means boy love... so if u can't take gay stuffs, please do NOT download them...

So here is the link:
http://mochi.harusame.net/projects.php?itemid=78

Dun ask me y i like these stuffs... coz i tink its pretty much the same reasons y most guys like hentai~ hahaa~!

Anyway, Enjoy~! Hahaa~

Yaoi Rules~

APPROVED~!

My appeal to be a PE teacher is approved~! Yay~!

I'll be studying Diploma of Physical Education (Primary)

Next up will be the tender of my resignation letter and the start of a new job~! I'm feeling quite excited now~ Hahaa~ Wonder wat is in store for my in the near future~!

5 Days to Tender...

Stupid Advertising Company...

An advertising company called me just now... Something about lucky draw coupon that i have filled quite some time back, and i got myself a consolation prize...

$180 sentosa voucher.
$150 spa voucher.

All i have to do is to turn up at Delphi Orchard after work tomorrow and give them 1 hour of my time for them to introduce their tour package to me...

After which they confirmed my phone number, my age and finally my name... except its not my name... somebody filled up that coupon with my phone number... Hahaa... The lady was so shocked that she said she will check it out and call me back... my bet was that she wun be calling me back at all~ even if she does, i doubt i'll be goin to waste my time there...

I'm fuming as i'm typing this... i was downloading an anime episode and its near completion... But while its "copying" to the desktop, i accidentally pressed the spacebar which in turn cancelled the action... so my download hanged... hiaz... i spent like 7 hours trying to download it lor~ Arrgh~!

Going... Going... Gone...

What Have I Been Blogging?

I was surfing thru other blogs these days... lookin at other blogs made me feel so demoralised.... what i have been blogging has no content at all... haha~ its just my complains and more complains...

Anyway, i'll be tendering my resignation letter on the 28/11/05 and my last day of work will be 31/12/05. Because of that, my 13th month bonus is eaten up even thou i will be working for 1 FULL year... Not onli dat, my dec pay will also be delayed... In other words, for Dec, i'll be TOTALLY broke...

Not forgetting to thank my sister for overspending... Beka, u better pay me back ar~!

If you are wondering y the heck am i resigning, i'm actually goin over to MOE to teach as an untrained Primary School Teacher, starting 03/01/06. And if nothing goes wrong for the next 6 months, i'll be enrolled into NIE where i'll be studying for another Diploma...

What am i teaching?? Currently, i'm a "All-Also-Muz-Teach" teacher... So almost all the subjects except chinese... But i'm appealing to be a full-fledge PE teacher... Hope it will be approved...

What bout design? Well... i'm kinda tired of it liao~ maybe after a while i may take up freelance jobs... but in the meantime, design is thrown into the drawers and locked up...

6 Days to Tender...

I finally did some artwork~

Yes... i finally did some artwork... a timer bar... part of an in-game user-interface...
Sad huh? i suffering from mind block leh~ can't seem to do any art work~ too sianz perhaps...

I'm so mad at my student~ ask him to change the gdd dunno how many time liao~ even help him reformat the whole document liao~ still pretty much the same~ ARRGH~ Fed up sial... Bad Attitude, No design sense at all~ Wat is the world coming to? Turquoise on Blue~ How to read???

I tink Pat also angry until she forgot bout her class at 5pm~ realise it onli at 5.18pm~ haha~
Well... can't blame her for forgetting~ coz the student is really jialat...

Anyway, i wan to hurry go back and download suzuka le~ like quite a nice show~ haha~

Bad to Worse...

My PC is back online~!

Finally~ after waiting for soooo long, my PC is back online at the comfort of my own room~ hahaa~

Yeah~ time to get new speakers... my speakers are producing loud feedback~ wonder y...

WCG on Friday was BORING...

I Hate Medicine~

Went to see the doctor yesterday... Had some infection... And the consultation and medicine cost me 60 bucks~ arrgh~ To tink that i'm quite broke already~ and still had to spend this type of money~ Arrgh...

Anyway, the medicine consist of 10 tablets and 60ml of some syrup~ and its soooooo ex...

Antibiotics... Bleah~

May Eddie Guerrero R.I.P~

Eddie Guerrero Passed Away in his Hotel Room on 13 November 2005....
Kinda sad, it seems that WWE is planning alot of stuffs for him...

Thanks to WWE, planning Eddie's betrayal towards Rey and his cheap hookup with Batista. Alot of ppl including myself hated Eddie's role... i noe its all planned and all, but i still can't help hating him... But hearing his death is a shock... So young, so promising... Hiaz...

Well, the show must go on...

Death... So Depressing...

TGIF~!

Thank Goddness its FRIDAY~!

Heee... Finally after a long and tiring battle, its finally friday...
Yeah~! Tonight Adrian bringing me to the movies~! We watching SkyHigh~ His fren told commented that its nice... Heee...

Yeah~ 16 more days to getting my pc back... 18 more days to tendering... 52 days to a new beginning...


ラブレス: あいなきもの

Zombie Powder DROPPED...

Can't believe my eyes when i saw that in one of the sites...

I was reading the manga happily but at the end of volume 4, i felt that it ended suddenly... In fact it felt like it wasn't the END...

The person i downloaded from commented that it was COMPLETED... but the fact was that it's DROPPED... DISCONTINUED... Its damn sad... coz its has quite a nice storyline...

And guess wat? it was dropped because of BLEACH... bleach was selling better den zombie powder... ARRGH... all the more reasons to dislike bleach~ Hahahaa~!

Anyway, i found a nice download site of LOVELESS anime... i'll finish downloading them in 12 days... Since the downloads are limited to 1 per day... Hahaa~

Time to move on to something else while waiting for the anime~

LOVELESS: He who is without LOVE...

Wierd Dream...

Characters: Adrian, Gerard Marc, Benson, Me and some other girls and guys that i dunno...
Settings: Hmm... Its kinda vague, but i tink its in Holland Village...

Here Goes:
Gerard, Marc, Benson, Adrian and me were just standing around near the road... Benson and Gerard were smoking, Marc and Adrian talking.... I tink i just arrived, and was talking to Benson and Gerard for a while before walking over to Adrian to nudge him for fun...

I smelt cigarette smoke around him so i searched for the source... The smoke was coming from a half smoked cigarette between his index and middle finger... He tried to hide it from me... Desperately it seemed... But i found it... I was so so disappointed dat i started crying...

I looked at him at told him "its over... its all over..." I turned around and ran... I wanted to jump onto the bus 174, but i realised its the wrong direction... I sat down at the bus stop to rest... But Adrian was right behind me... He kept apologizing and kept saying that he wants me to go over to his place...

I ignored him and ran towards the overhead bridge...
(The funny part coming up already)

The overhead bridge is very narrow and only has railings on one side... Which means i can easily fall over from the other side... But i still climb over... Pressing myself as close to the railing as possible...
(Suprisingly, Adrian is out of the picture already~)

After reaching the other side, i ran down the stairs and suddenly i'm in some competition... i have to stomach crawl under some wire mesh filled with cobwebs and caterpillars... Ewww...

Den some commentator announce my time and i quickly went to the toilet to wash the gross stuffs out of my hair... When i came out, i was told that my time was beaten so i did not win... i didn't quite care and i walked to a group of guys and gals... "Time to exchange numbers!" i shouted to them... I tink those are some "friends" that i supposedly have met during the "competition"...

Hahaa~ And i woke up after dat... So that was my dream... Weird huh?

Dreams = Reality?

Zombie Powder

I found a direct link to a scanlated manga, Zombie Powder....

Zombie Powder:
They say that if you find all twelve rings of the dead, you can obtain the power of imortailty for the living, or bring back someone from the dead. People who search for the rings are called Powder Hunters, and Gamma is one of them, searching for the power of imortality.

Started Reading a bit, Not bad... I tink i better start downloading as many manga i can find... so i can go home and read during my leave... :)

I'm goin to bring my PC home once my sis finishes her O-Level Exams... O-Levels... Brings back memories sial...

Going home now~!

21 Days and Counting...

I'm so LOST... Stranded...

Hahahaa~! If u have a Nintendo DS, Lost in Blue is a game for you... Its really very very addictive... Althought it will get tedious after playing for a while, but things will start to get interesting... Trust me...

Hmmm... I tink this game deserves 4 out of 5 Stars~!

For a full review, visit gamespot! :)
http://www.gamespot.com/ds/adventure/survivalkids/review.html


Raft? Shelves? Bed?

DeepaRaya~!

Happy Belated DeepaRaya~!

Sorry i couldn't send my greetings earlier, mainly becoz i simply dun have the time to do so... :)
And i forgot... Hee... Sorry~!

So... Happy Belated DeepaRaya Once again~!

Weee... Holidays...