Yeah! New Tiggers!

Today dearie went to Mustafa after work and bought me these 4 babies... So cute!

Baggy Tigger, Eggy Tigger, Halloweeny Tigger and Balloony Tigger.

I tink i have in total... 34 Tiggers!!! Hahaa!

Tigger Frenzy! Woo hoo hoo hoo!

Public Apology

I'm sorry...

I really am... I know I wun be forgiven so easily but I still have to apologize for what I have said and done...

I made a huge mistake during soccer class earlier today...
Made some comments that was uncalled for and stabbed myself in the back...
I really dunno what exactly went thru my mind when I said those stuffs...
I wun give excuses for what I said except sincerly apologize for my mistake...

Hope you guys and gals can forgive and forget...
I promise to shut my trap and be quiet from now on...

I'm SORRY!

Stupid me...

Phew...

Last week was hectic... And this week will be too!

We had so many things due this week! project presentations... essays.. etc etc... Its terrible... But at least its over~

Presentation was scary at first becoz we were still preparing even during the hour before the it... But we came thru~ There were 2 groups presenting on the same topic.. except it was suppose to be of different focus.. but the first group almost went into details on our part... so it was scary...
During our presentation, it was FUN man~ its good to see them laughing at the gameshow that we did... Manhunt style~ I wanted to post it up here.. But due to some explicit contents and copyright issues, i tink its safer not to.... Haha!

Next week, we have a maths test coming up, and i really need to complete my story by tonight~ So, its off to work now~

Selamat Hari Raya!

First time falling of a Bike~

Injured my ankle on Friday due to ICG Soccer as mentioned... But it's not fully recovered by Yesterday... But i still went ahead with my Bike Prac~ I'm not sure if it affected my performance, but i'm sure it affected me psychologically~ I was feeling afraid during practical... Jus before the start, i even dropped and cracked my sis's bf's helmet... Its like a bad omen man~

Anyway, during bike prac, i know i wasn't performing at all~ I dropped my bike twice and could pick it up myself thanks to my weak right ankle... Den during Emergency Brake Practice, I FLEW off the Bike, head first onto the tires... Luckily only my right shoulder hit the tires and my left palm broke the fall... The floor was very wet, and i tink becoz of the lack in confidence, i didn't brake with my right foot as much... This caused the front wheel to brake and thus causing me to FLY~! After that, a guy helped me picked up the bike and a went on for a few more rounds... I didn't dare to stop at the E-Brake Section~ Fear of falling again~ I muz overcome the fear, but not yesterday... Bruised and Tired already... I can't even park the bike properly becoz my right foot simply do not have the strength to do so? Irritating man~

But i passed... Surprisingly... And i stupidly booked for my circuit revision this morning at 8.15am even thou i haven recover~ So i ended up wasting 13 bucks coz i skipped the prac~ But the next prac is on friday~ hopefully i'll regain my confidence by then... Did i mention that this is the first time i DROPPED my Bike and FELL off the bike too...

Better Inside Circuit den Out~

Twisted or Sprained?

ICG Soccer... The game with most injuries... Our last game was a non-official 3rd 4th placing game... So since its not official, i get to play! but guess wat? I injured myself~ I played defence and i tink i did very well that nite... I manage to tackle the opponents successfully and pass the ball to my classmates quite a few times... Some of them was big and strong guys! I tink they were giving chance to me~ but my friend said no... They were playing the game hard!

Anyway, my last contact of the ball was to deflect the ball out of the game~ But becoz i used my loose ankle to do that and the impact was VERY HARD, i went down after a few steps that looked like a hop... I went down screaming man! It was excruciating, the pain.... I didn't want to let go of my ankle even thou jine, the medic, was already there... I tink i looked super silly and weak but no choice there... Best part? Once i'm off the pitch, my classmate shouted for the game to resume! My goodness...

My right feet is now swollen and bruised... Hope i can recover in time for my bike practical on tuesday!

Ouch!

New Shoe!

Went to many many many shops! Queensway, Nike B.I.R.D, Addidas, Royal Sporting House, World of Sports... All dun have my size! a UK size 4 for addidas... UK size 4.5 for Lotto... UK size 3 or 3.5 for Nike... YET all dun have!!!!! Finally went to Sportslink @ AMK and they have it! Finally... But limited design... So i had no choice but to get this pair... UK size 2.5! The fitting is jus nice... squeeze a little can have 1 finger space... No choice le... Other designs quite ugly~ And its quite ex for court shoes... 61 bucks after discount....



Broke but Happy!

Drifting Away...

Am i drifting away? Into a world of loneliness? Into a world of unknowns? Into a world of confusion? Into a world which i'm so afraid off? Drifting... Drifting... Feeling light headed... Drifting... Like a driftwood in the vast sea... Nothing beyond the horizon to look forward to...
Tired of everything... Drift away... Far away...

Drifting...

Jus a quick recap!

2 new bruises to start my day. 1 on my arm and 1 above my shin. These are thanks to touch rugby icg... Either i'm too rough or the opponents too rough... Hahahaa!

Bike prac... I jus went for my 1st prac for lesson 3. It wasn't too difficult, but i dun dare to Emergency break... Maybe becoz i flew off a bicycle before... Hahahaa!

Hate E-learning Week... Suddenly bombarded with ALOT of assignments and projects... So irritating... Better get back to work soon!

So many things, So little time. 48 hours a day?

A super duper long day...

Today started out at 5.30am when i woke up to get ready for an excursion... We are the facilitators, leading a big group of P1 students... The kids are so irritatingly adorable... Hahahaa!
We had fun at Changi Airport, doing the activities together... By the time we finished and reached back at their school, its already 1pm!

4 of us shared cab back to our school where we had lunch and went off for another project meeting... Personally, i dun tink we made much progress today... Except that i suddenly realised i have ALOT of work to complete by the end of E-Learning Week...

After the lessons, we had to go for ICG... This week is Badminton, my class is the convenor or organisers for this event... Today was a TOTAL MESS... Why? Lack of Courts, Lack of Umpires, Lack of Ppl!!! BUT... It was still a good day...

I realised that under pressure, i started talking CRAP during the games... Serious CRAP... True feelings were seen as sacarsm... Played horribly... Dunno wat actually went wrong... I'm starting to think that i really can't make it in sports...

I know i am bossy by nature and i'm trying to improve... But sometimes, its really really difficult... Especially when you really have to get things done... Hiaz... What to do? Class Rep has always been a good guy bad guy person altogether... Its a trade-off (i just learnt that from Dr Kim's class) If i wan things done, i have to become bad guy...

Why is it that some ppl have a natural sense of humour, no problem with social relations, know how to choose the right words to say? I also want to be laid back... But being a perfectionist, how can i do that?? Can i blame my diploma for making me a perfectionist? Can i blame my parents for my upbringing? Or do i just blame myself and suffer in silence? Who can i blame for making me such a negative person? Why must i offend ppl?

Who can i talk to when i have troubles or feel like crying? Who can i confide my feelings in without being judged? I can only cry in a corner, hoping that no one sees and just wait for the sad feelings to go away...

So much for being a LONG day...

Did too much, now very shag~

Finally finished a project that was meant to be very simple. But we ended up doing too much~ Such that i tink it looked fantastic, but may have lacked content? I dunno man, but all i knew is i spent too much time on it and i didn't sleep at all on thurs nite... Friday was an early school day and i slept super late becoz i went to celebrate a fren's bday... Tink it was about 36 hours of no slping... In the end when i finally slept, i slept for like 16 hours straight... Occasionally waking up to reply to smses... Hahaha!!

Monday i have another reflection due and yet i have not started at all... Tml will be a LONG day for me~ So many projects to work on and so many reflections to do... I'm always complaining about being tired, both mentally and physically, but i guess i can only blame myself...

Alright, think i'm sleeping early again tonight and tml i will finish my work!

Jiayou~

Wats a Laptop without Battery?

Can't believe it. I went to michelle's house to do project, happily packed my stuffs and my laptop. walked all the way there, only to realise that i didn't bring the battery pack for my laptop... So i carried it all the way there and its useless!! ARRGH~ So angry with myself~ This is worse den forgetting to bring my specs out~

But we still manage to finish one of the project... Many more work to complete this weekend... So overloaded becoz i've got poor time management~ Grrrr....

DIE LIAO~

New Shoes and Shorts!

Went to queensway shopping centre during my 5 hour break to get my soccer boots~ need it for soccer module... Bought this silverish white lotto boots with blue logo... Very nice... But the size seems a little bit big... But no choice, no more sizes already~ I'm wearing UK size 4 lo~ So irritating... Haf to buy kids size... But apparantly, the price is the same as my fren's pair, but her's is adult size... Kids size is supposed to be cheaper lo~ Hahaa~ But still a good buy i think~

I was so tempted to buy another design... but its too ex! 80 bucks for a module that onli lasts 1 sem? Not worth man~ How often will i get to play field soccer?? Not very... So end up buying the one described above for 39 bucks~

We went to another shop to see see look look once our objective is cleared! Bought 2 pairs of shorts~ Addidas 3 stripes Chelsea. Black and White... Very nice and standard~ Cost only 28 bucks each~ Very worth it~ Usually you can get it only above 35 bucks~

100+ bucks gone but feeling happy!

Happy National Day!!

Its national day eve today and tml will be singapore's 42 birthday!! Actually its nothing much but this year is pretty different... NDP is held at marina bay this year, Singapore National Stadium will be knocked down soon... So Sad! Well, no choice, they can give up the national library for a new road, wats a national stadium? so much for keepin our heritage... But i guess there is no choice, we do not have any other space for a SPORTS HUB~ Yupz, so we can onli look forward to the new stadium ba~

Happy National Day~!

Timetable...

I know this may not sound nice for some ppl but i'm still going to blog it anyway~ Haha~

Four facts...
1. pri track have less modules den sec track...
2. most ppl haf outside commitment... moe force one lor... coz we are not paid during 3rd and 4th year...
3. we do not get to schedule our own timetable...
4. our core duty is to study now...

With this 4 facts i'm going to talk abit on my opinion.... Its purely what i tink and feel without prejudice...

Today has been a long day for me... And there has been alot of mess in the scheduling of the timetable for some of my frens... I went to the office to join the crowd as the others tried to "battle" it out for better timeslot...

The initial objective was for a good cause... To see if anything can be done for our frens that have clashes in their timetable... But it later became an ugly scene when the group of us started to adjust the timetable hoping to suit our own needs... Going home earlier... Less gaps inbetween lessons.... That sort of thing... Although i said i'm ok with anything but i'm quite worried that after adjusting, i will end up starting early, ending late with lots of free time in between...

But then again... If goes by majority votes, i tink a few of us will always be at the losing end... And i jus realised, i tink i didn't use any of my 4 facts in this blog~ Hahaa~

Compromise lo~

Bike Prac Update~

Okay... Today was my 3rd session and i PASSED Lesson 1~!! I'm moving on to Lesson 2~! I will be wearing YELLOW Tag for my next session!! Heee~! So fun! I'm glad that i'm moving on quite succesfully so far... Hope this will carry on~ Wish me good luck!

No need to wear RED tag liaoz!!

More Photos are Up!

Photos Galore!
Some of the Albums that i have uploaded and updated include pictures from our Class Chalet, PE Freshmen Orientation Camp, Evon's and Hashim Wedding (not to each other of course!), as well as some pictures of activities that happened not too long ago~

Here's the link!
http://picasaweb.google.com/rosennalee

The Activites and Outing Album is a combination of many activities... Too many albums, had to squeeze~ Hahaa!! Anyway, Enjoy the photos and do contact me if you want the "raw" images...

Tedious Job, Sorting out Photos~

School Starts on Monday~!

Another 5 days to go and school resumes on monday, 6 August~ It will be such a short week thanks to national day! But this semester is quite a short one as exams will be in november... Holiday will also be short... only 1 month~ Quite sad actually~ But its alright~ Still have to move on in life eh~

I keep checking the school online portal to see if my timetable has been released! But NO..... NOT YET.... So irritating~ I need to know so i can plan my next bike prac~ It will only be out on friday~ Luckily my bike prac is on friday nite~ So i shld noe my schedule by then~ Hahaa~

I dunno what i'm fretting about~ But i'm jus so irritated~ Hahaa!! Nvm~ Tml i shall go visit an old fren and practice my piano stuffs at the same time~ Yupz~ That shld keep me busy for tml~

Any jogging kaki?? I badly need to lose weight and train up~! Contact me yeah~ haha~

Wooosh!

Back from FOC... Mentally Shag~

PE FOC was quite fun in the end... Thats pretty much all that i can say now... Took Pictures of my OG mainly~ So you will see the same few ppl again and again~ The photos are uploaded to my Web Album. Go there to experience the fun for yourself~ Jus to mention again, these pictures are mainly taken for my group... So other photos of other seniors have to wait till PESS commitee puts them up~

Overall, its a very well organised camp. The organisers definately put in alot of sweat into planning the various activities and games. The freshies are very "guai" and accomodating... Very nice bunch of ppl~ Hahaa!!

Feelings regarding the camp? I feel that it was overun by a specific cohort... I'm sure most of us know which one... But can't blame them, they are committed to our PESS family i guess~ while most of us have other commitment to even turn up for the games...

What else can i say? I tink nothing much liao ba~ Hopefully the next batch of ppl will be more onz to help out for the next FOC~!

BumbleBeeZzzzzzz BuZzzzz Off!

First Biking Prac~

Ok, not sure if everyone noes, but i jus enrolled myself to a Class 2B Course together with my sis~ Yesh... I'm trying to learn how to ride a motorbike~

Today is my first practical at SSDC~ We attended the Orientation Lesson where we basically learned about the safety, rules and regulation of the place, standard practice, attire, lifting the bike off and onto the stand and about the biting point of the bike~ After the orientation, we bumped some tires where we get to practice the gear shifting, brakes, throttle and biting point... We also got to ride around in the mini circuit where we learned how to change gears, eyepoint, turning a corner and braking... I tink that the pace of the lesson was quite alrite... i rather take it slow, learn a bit more, den to rush everything and miss out on teeny weeny details and such...

BUT... we didn't have time to complete the 1st lesson... So we have to book lesson 1 again which will take place pretty soon~ Hopefully we will move out of the mini circuit den~

Vrooom Vrooom~

Chalet~

Back from chalet~!

The turnout was quite good considering the busy schedule of many of my classmates... For the bbq, onli 2 out of 14 didn't make it~ But stayed over? Only 9 ppl~ First day started out late, by the time we checked in, it was already 4pm~ Did some admin stuffs, hang around till the rest of the ppl slowly started showing up...

After the bbq, we hanged around a while and played this MAD card game which got everyone SOOOOO Confused! It was totally Mad-ni-to... At bout 3am we decided to drive to marina south for 2 games of bowling! Ate mac breakfast and returned to the chalet at bout 5-6am...
We drank a little booze when we are back... I was having fun until i was reprimanded by a classmate for deciding the penalty for the ppl playing a game... i haven exactly started drinking yet... Althou he made a point there, but that totally spoilt my mood~

Day 2 was quite relaxed i would say.... We slept at bout 8am i guess and woke up at bout 12pm~ I took the chance when no one was awake yet to go for a morning dip in the pool! The jacuzzi was so relaxing! By 3pm, we were left with bout 5 ppl at the chalet... Played a little water volleyball and 2 of them had to leave already~ so left with onli 3 ppl... Played more water volleyball and soak in the pool till our skin wrinkled!! Finally more ppl turned up for dinner at changi village... Stingray, Sotong, Oyster Omelette, Mutton Soup, Kangkong, Lalang and Mussels... What a fantastic spread! After dinner, its back at the chalet where we played the MAD game again before starting our drinking frenzy!!

Played indian poker and Zhong Ji Mi Ma~ Loser, DRINK~ Easy rule... Everyone gets to top up the penalty glass with any booze of their choice... The mixture was so scary! But i mostly add ice cubes to the glass instead~ Hahahaa!! Anyway, i drank about 3 glasses and i'm already at my limit... Guess i can't drink anyway... Lucky i didn't push myself to drink more... Who knows wat rubbish i'll do when i'm drunk~

Next morning we have to check out at 9.45am~ So early!! Had trouble waking up in the morning~ Well, we already tidied most of the place up and all that was left was jus some simple cleaning up, throwing of stuffs and packing of our personal stuffs~

Quite a successful chalet i would say... Like my friend always say, we can never expect 100% attendance in events... If we can even get 60%, its very good already! We ought to do this more often~ I jus hope that there will be more commitment towards the class...

Heee! Fun!